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thispanman Feb 2020
Brotherhood
Enhances
Sticking
Together

Festive
Remnants
Imagine
­Everlasting,
Nothing
Destroying
This goes out to my BFFL (Best Friend For Life)
  Feb 2020 thispanman
Haylin
i am not an it.
i am not an object.
i have a pulse.
i have a beating heart.
i am made of stardust.
i am made up of skin and bones.
and you still call me an **it.
your mind can't grasp the idea that
i am a strong woman one day
and a strong male the next.
thispanman Feb 2020
Jealousy drops
Off the
Yearning

Internal hope
Nesting

Lest
Overcome with
Valuable
Enchantments of life
I wanted to write something positive, so here you go
thispanman Feb 2020
She's there
Watching
Waiting
I can feel it

He's here
Wanting
Dreaming
She can feel it

They bare
Hoping
Trying
He can feel it

I stare
Sighing
Retreating
Everyone can feel it

Yet
Truth is not found
In feelings
But in others
I wrote this when I couldn't sleep, so I hope it's good

Also, I really appreciate you reading these, I still feel self-conscious about them
thispanman Feb 2020
Last
Omens,
Venturing
Entirely
Lost.
Yet...
this is a kind of poem I'm not-so-good at, so hope you like it
thispanman Feb 2020
One
One dies, one stays
One flies, one lays
One sees, one feels
One gives, one steals
One kept, one lost
One love, one way
One direction, one fall
One trot, one gallop
One way, one up

But I went down
thispanman Feb 2020
Wake up, go to school, get home, go to sleep
Every day, it's the same
At first, it was okay
It was normal
I'm not

Wake up, go to school, get home, go to sleep
It may seem dismal
These feelings
Not leaving
It grows

Wake up, go to school, get home, go to sleep
It's all going to be the same forever
Nothing ever gets to change
It just repeats
and repeats,
repeats,
repeats

I'm lost in this
Will anything change?
This repetition
Nothing ever changes

But
When it does change
Would I be able to cope?
Would I be able to accept it?
Would I be able to move on and forget?

All these questions and no answer
So the only thing I get to do is
Wake up, go to school, get home, go to sleep
Wake up, go to school, get home, go to sleep
Wake up, go to school, leave home, sleep forever
I don't even know, so maybe you do?


I hope?

— The End —