I am neither a major in literature
nor a follower of shakespeare
I am no native English speaker,
not a creative writer
I just write what I feel about you,
and people think I am a poet

Need no riches, nor mansions;
can sacrifice happiness for life;
I am a simple person; All I wish to see, is you smiling back at me

Many people walk in to our life's tracks
some leave and some stay back;
my poor heart couldn't differentiate,
didn't know that it shouldn't take the bait;
it miss took you for a soul mate,
and ended up in life with a checkmate.

oh my dear heart, have some wisdom,
don't lead me in to cognitive autism;
help me break my bond with him,
don't let my lips sing his hymn;
save me from drowning in his memories,
bring me a time machine to escape these centuries.

You left the street where I live in
You turned around at our cross paths,
you shattered my dreams and memories
you played down my feelings
But I will still love you till my last breath

you hurt me like no one ever would
you left me without giving me a closure
you abandoned me in this life’s journey
you walked over the pieces of my broken heart
But I will still love you till my last breath

He asked me ‘how are you?’
I said ‘I am doing great’
He said ‘cool’
  — conversation ended;
Now I realize how distant we have grown.

I fell like dialing your number and hearing your voice,
But I don’t want to be that weak person, between us;
I rather will find other reasons to be weak;

I would rather breakup my sobriety
and drink up before its noon;
I would rather cryout in public
I rather quit nonsmoking tag,
I rather gulp chocolate and giveup on calorie counts
I rather text myself hearts,
and prove that I am weak;

Yes,I will not call you; I am not weak;

When an angel grants me my birthday wish..
I will ask to see your smile again,
Actually no,
I will ask to hear your voice again
Actually no,
I will ask a beer with you,
Hmm no,
I will ask for a walk with you,
Hmm no,
I will ask for your touch again,
Actually no,
I will ask for a date with you,
Hmm no, thats still not enough;
Actually what ever I ask for, you will still not be with me;
So I am going to ask for rewriting a moment, a moment where I let you go.

You were never my date,
You are not my boyfriend,
You are not my Mr Perfect,
You definitely can not be my prince or the knight of love;
But you are my bestest friend, with whom I wish to share my life till the end;

Tears,
they do not mean only pain;
or don’t just depict suffering..
drop by drop, mist by mist
they have the power to move coldhearts;
and can outsmart a hundred words;
Tears
they are a blessing, only to a privileged few,
they roll only for a precious few;
Tears
they were always with me when I missed you,
they moisted my dry sleepless eyes, when even my brain had no clue
Tears
I treasured every drop that rolled over my cheeks
oyesterized them more dearly than pearls,
as they are not just any tiny water droplets,
they are full of irreplaceable YOU!!

You left, but love stayed back with me;
Fortunately
Love is not a person, its a feeling that cannot be robbed.

I forgot your reminiscences that were keeping me awake at nights,
I shut out the thoughts that reminded me of you,
I put away all your souvenirs and pioneered on a journey without you,
I shrugged off at every mention of your name,
But
Everything hit a reset switch- the moment I ran in to you today !!
Now I have to push myself out of this graveyard again, mend my broken heart again,
Erase your memories again, write off your name again.
Looks like I will have to be born again..

Everything around me is so annoying;
the wind that's blowing my hair,
the chills that's making me shiver,
the sun that doesn't seem to understand what shrug off is,
the loud music playing from cars,
the laughter of couples and giggles of friends,
looks like anything without you is just annoying;

Like the untiring sun, who sets every evening
   but still rises up every morning
Like the blooming flowers, who end up withered,
   but still blossom beautifully everytime
Like the bird chakor, who unrequitedly loves moon
    knowing it can never reach him
I will not give up loving you, though you may never love me back

Like the fresh snow on tahoe mountains
Like the water from a molten glacier
Like the fire erupting from molten lava
Like the breeze on the countryside
Like the smell of a jasmine
Like the smile of an infant
my love for you is pure !!!

Please do not get me out this darkness,
I am not in depression,
please do not get me out of this aloneness,
this is my heart, where your memories go on a procession.

This unending ocean and its waves,
trying to meet the skies at a no man's island..
its Blue everywhere..
a place where I can hear my heartbeat and each of your whispers
a place where I can spread my arms but can never lock you in-between them..
its blue everywhere..
a spot where your memories were buried..
a spot where my desires were sent to grave..
its blue everywhere..
its more than a color, more than a feeling, more than a place;
its where you and me can meet and live together forever
its blue everywhere..

Couples are having fun together,
Singles are looking out for their dreams,
I miss you, so I am going to sleep to celebrate you in my dreams

Today
I saw the beautiful bronze sunrise and wished you good morning
unfolded those joggers and rattled myself up from deep mourning;
straightened my fuzzy hair,
updated our Instagram fanfare;
wired some lashes to the eyes, that you once admired,
though your presence was the only thing that my heart desired;
gasped my delight at our picture, an old memory
and freed my grief to remember you in a reverie
planted your favourite peach in our nursery
and that's how I celebrated our Anniversary

Red roses everywhere,
Valentine messages are in the air;
Wrapped presents are catching couples glares,
Don’t you worry
Your memories are safe in my tears
wish you were here and not just in my prayer

On the brightest sunny days, I miss you;
Even on the darkest nights, I miss you,
When I am with my friends I miss you,
Even when I think I can get over you, I miss you,
When I am drunk, I miss you
Even when I am happy, I miss you
I know that I just find reasons to miss you.. because
I miss you, no matter what; AND
I love you more, when I miss you;

From stealing glances,
till accidental hallway meet ups,
From completing each other sentences
till waiting for each other’s good morning texts,
From sharing laughter
till caring for each other’s palate
From sneaky coded conversations
till longing for each other’s touch
Some of the best inexplicable moments of life were with you;
Hope one day you will know how special you were !!

Life is funny...
It gave me you, when I wasn't looking for a woo;
got me used to your cologne, when I was happy alone..
made me realize as what I was missing when I was on my own..
and
took you faraway when I wanted you to stay night and day.

Love..
I lied when I said I came for a coffee..
I swung by your cubicle to have a peek at you;
I lied when I said that I missed the exit..
I wanted a few extra minutes with you in the car;
I lied when I said I was super hungry..
I wanted you to invite me for dinner;
I lied when I said I loved movies...
I just wanted to sit beside you for those two short hours;
I lied when I said I wanted to learn that software from you..
I just wanted a license to be around you all the time;
I lied when I said I won’t miss you
I just didn’t have the courage to ask you to stay back
But I am not lying when I say that you are in my every single thought since you left;
and
Now I am lying to myself every single day, that I had never loved you in the first place

If you tell me that flowers make you happy,
I will grow a garden for you;
If books are your passion,
I will build a library for you;
Say you love snow,
I will drive you to Alaska and build you a igloo
If you tell me that you love stars,
I will sit by you at night on the beach, stargazing
Tell me if you want a house..
I will give you a home;
Just say that you need me..
I will leave the world to be with you..

If walking distant miles will make me forget you..
I will walk to the moon
If falling from a height will erase my memories of you..
I will nosedive from mt everest
If holding my breath will suffocate you out of my system..
I will swim oceans holding my breath..

I do not love you with my eyes,
because blindness may vanish my love;
I do not love you with my heart,
One day it might stop beating and **** my love;
I do not love you with my body,
Fire may burn away my love towards you;
I love you with my soul..
soul that lives forever, even after death;

Happiness is..
Laughing at silly jokes,
Wearing a cheerful face all the time,
Smiling even at your enemy..
Feeling content with what you currently hold to,
Enjoying a rose neglecting its thorns..
Humming Ed Sheeran songs even in hot sun..
Driving a versa like a Hummer..
Looking forward for each day every day..
This was how time felt like, when you were with me...

I was at the top of the world..
Parched lands seemed like scenic landscapes..
Unexpected showers seemed like blessings..
Wind chimes made beautiful symphonies..
Everyone around me seemed happy..
I was singing melodies..
Looked forward eagerly for every day..
Indeed..life was beautiful when you were with me...
Now wind chimes just don’t chime..
Same parched lands spread melancholy..
Each morning seems to be another gloomy day.,
every minute seems to be a curse with out you...
life is so heavy and long without you..
Can you please come back?
Hold my hand for one more time..?
Grab my waist for a moment?
I swear I will lose my breath but will not let you go this time..
Even if all the earth forces united, I will be strong..

I hate you..
Not because I am tired of these running tears when I hear your name..
Not because I long for your touch when I see a couple holding hands..
Not because you never remembered my birthday
Not because you were not bold enough to accept that you loved me..
Not because I am tired of staring at ceiling at nights..missing you..
Not because I am dreading of being alone in a summer party..
But because I want you to be happy wherever you are and with whomever you are ..
but because I want to relieve you from my ******* of love..
Yes, indeed I hate you.

I don't need a card on Valentine's
Nor a bouquet on our anniversary...
I won't ask you to remember my birthday..
I don't need expensive diners on christmas...
I swear that I will never ask for a ring...
nor a tulle gown...
I just need the space between your arms..a tight hug every morning and a kiss every night...

Another day without you has passed..
Another sunset without your warmth has passed..
Never knew that I can smile and laugh without you..
Never knew that I can create memories without you..
looks like I am letting you go..
looks like I am letting myself live...

Dear..
I have accepted the fact that you are long gone...
But I don’t know when I will stop hoping that you will come back...

I hate these dark nights..
When I have to close my eyes..
Where I can see you all the time, but cannot feel you or touch you..
Yes, I hate these dark nights..
Which make me miss you more and more..
Which brings me dreams that can not be fulfilled..
Yes, I hate these dark nights..
Which promises me a brighter next day..
a day in which you don’t exist..
I hate these dark lonely nights..

Never knew that love can end painful..
Never realized that heart breaks can be so baleful..
No one ever mentioned that seeing another in your arms can feel like 1000 piercing knives..
I curse my fate for not getting to be your wife..
Never felt darkness on a bright sunny day, tearful on a beautiful spring day..
But..
I will do all over with you again, inspite of knowing that you will not be mine ..forever ...anyday..

Can I have a look at you once , at least from a distance?
Can I hear your voice for a second, swear I will not beckon for more..
Can you call my name for one last time, I profess to treasure that chime forever..

I promise that I will always be there for you..
when you are tired, I will kiss your eyes to fix your weariness..
when you are sad, I will be a clown that will make you laugh
when you are mad, I will wrap you around in my arms and soothe you
when you are lost, I will not rest till I get you back..
when you are happy, I will share your joy..
I will not leave your hand in life's ebb and tides..
I promise that I will always be there for you...

Do you know if someone discovered a cure for broken heart?

A medicine to erase your memories from my brain
An analgesic for numbing my heart pain..
Atleast a sedative that can make me forget your name..
so that my tears dont have to drain..
and I can be free from your hain..

I am NOT missing you..
These empty roads where we used to walk hand in hand are missing you,
The coffee shop where we always got our first brew is missing you,
These four walls, which used to resonate with our laughter are missing you,
Those flirtatious post-it notes which went back and forth between us are missing you,
Waiter at our favorite eat-out who was always challenged with your complex order is missing you
My car, that travelled all the places with us, is missing you,
That old couple at the beach who used to see younger themselves in us are missing you,
That pretty pup who used to walk with us, hoping to live with us, is missing you,
The giant cardigan, which tucked-in us together is missing you..
My cheeks that are now drenched in tears are missing you..
No….don’t read me wrong,
I am NOT missing you.

I am NOT missing you..
These empty roads where we used to walk hand in hand are missing you,
The coffee shop where we always got our first brew is missing you,
These four walls, which used to resonate with our laughter are missing you,
Those flirtatious post-it notes which went back and forth between us are missing you,
Waiter at our favorite eat-out who was always challenged with your complex order is missing you
My car, which travelled all the places with us, is missing you,
That old couple on the beach who used to see younger themselves in us are missing you,
That pretty pup who walked with us, hoping to live with us, is missing you,
The giant cardigan, which tucked-in us together is missing you..
My cheeks that are now drenched in tears are missing you..
No….don’t read me wrong,
I am NOT missing you.

Unfortunate are those who are scared of falling in love..
As they don’t realize..that
broken heart is also a bliss, when it comes from the person you love..from the person who mean the world to you

When our eyes first met, I became a firm believer of love at first sight
When your eyes stared at me, I was convinced that you like me
When your eyes avoided me the times you blushed, I knew that you started loving me..
When you avoided my eye contact, I understood that you are scared of showing your love for me..
Somewhere somehow.. our eyes started talking to each other ...a lot..
And
Now my eyes are anxiously searching for those beautiful eyes that left them alone in tears..

I counted seconds, minutes, hours, days and months since the time you left..
I wished every morning to become evening and every evening to become night..
I started reading zodiac signs and crystal *****..
Now...
I am a firm believer of life after death..

I sailed across oceans to forget you..
I walked miles away from your memories..
I drenched myself in rains to hide the tears..
I peeled my skin off to forget your touch..
I distanced myself from everything that reminds me of you..
I moved farther than I ever could imagine..
but..
I missed you more than I thought I would...

I wish I had the  power to stop the clock when you were in my arms
I wish I had the strength to confess my love for you..
I wish I had the courage to hold your slipping hand when you were saying your final goodbyes

The day was bright and sunny
Bees were humming melodies
Flowers bloomed like innocent smiles
Colorful butterflies painted the garden
Winds spread chanel perfumes..
Clouds sent blessings in showers..
Cheerful conversations surrounded me
Laughter set the mood of the day..
Life seemed beautiful, promising..
It was the day I first met you.

Hey pink.. come back to me..
Powder my cheeks with your hue..
Polish my nails with a shade of yours..
Put some maybelline punch on my lips
Add some dazzle to my tulle gown..
Blush a little on my sandals..
Because I might bump in to him today...

Sun shined up on me even In rains, when you were with me..
Love songs by Taylor Swift were playing in the background when you talked to me..
Cool breeze from ocean was touching my shoulders, giving me the best goosebumps, when you walked beside me..
Espresso tasted like sweet maple syrup, when I shared it with you..
Name calling felt like eulogy, when those words came from you,
Wrath from whole world didn’t matter, when you Stood by me..
Life was beautiful when you were with me..

The moment has arrived,
The moment where I had the last glimpse of you
The moment that I hugged you tight, giving final farewell
The moment that I felt your last touch, which still remains under my skin
The moment when I wanted all the clocks in the world to stop ticking
The moment when my heart was aching
The moment when my tears were breaking their flood gates
The moment that I dreaded for, since the day I met you..
The moment that slipped the earth under my feet..
The moment that tore away my belief on eternal love..
The moment that I died inside