If today's the day I go insane
Please tell my mom and dad I'm not in pain
And tell my sister not to do the same

our love was the look you gave me -
full of longing -

controlling me with your voice
and your legs,

until i collapsed, wild and hungry,
desolate and content,

every heartbeat seeking love,
every dream imagined.

You took the cloud from the sky
Where else will it belong?

I heard that new homes
Are not easy to be found.

After I looked at the sun
I could see nothing else

the last time he went out of
his mind he liked it
so much there
that he never came back

not even after the
alcohol left
his blood

he keeps writing to this day

addresses women with 'sweangel'
a combination of sweet
and angel, I guess

but never spends more
than a matter of weeks
with any of them

some take pity on him
and some morbid curiosity

but no one loves him
truly
only his insanity