Now that
                  I
                     Know
                                You
Exist
How
Do
I not
         Love
                    You

I'm not the lady
Of your dream
I'm not the fairy
Of your scene

Maybe I'm different
From the rest
Want peace with myself
You can't fill my void
With the nowhere talk
You want me to be that one
But I think I'm not that one.

Sitting in my silence of solitude,
I won't spark a conversation.
Won't fight if I'm the exclude,
I'll be fine with this isolation.
I know I won't become that focal point,
For I'm much too afraid I'll disappoint.

set me free

you know I have no tomorrow

stuck in a loop
I don't change anymore

set me free

I'm a disappointment
don't look

I know it's all my fault

set me free

I will fall

splattered all over the floor

set me free

drowning in a bathtub

set me free

I'll be waiting in the darkness