now I'm alone
it's what I wanted
why does it feel colder
why does the light shine brighter
you can come and turn the music louder
what's so funny
am I boring
keep me distracted
I don't want to go back upstairs
don't leave me alone
even if I ask for you to leave
I'm sorry
I'm the reason everyone leaves
no one is reaching out to me
I can't find the strength
I can't find the moment to say
hello