I'm sorry
that I hurt you.
I didn't mean to,
but you pulled my last string.
I didn't mean to pull you down,
but the string led me down too.
I think that'd I'd break.
I snapped like a string.

Like a violin,
only a little bigger.
The darkness of a cello,
the sweetness of a violin.
It sings a lullaby
to the child in the crib.
Loud and soft,
harsh and gentle.
It's the middle,
it's the best of the four.
Though it's not as popular,
it's still what I do.
It's still sings the song
that I want to sing.

I miss what it feels like to cry
I almost forget what it's like
To feel their watery warmth
As they make paths down my cheeks
Intricately carving out my emotions
It was a way to relieve stress
And let my anxiety run rampant
Because I'm afraid if I let it go for too long
I'll forget what it's like to be human

Falling,
through the endless dark.
Hiding,
the fears inside my heart.

Feeling,
like I'm all alone.
Staring,
at the endless walls.

I want to feel again.
Get out of this numb state.
I want to heal again.
Get out of the pain.

Shattering,
is my heart of ice.
Letting,
the torture rip me apart.

Alone,
am I in this corner.
Dripping,
are the tears of blood.

I want to feel again.
Get out of this numb state.
I want to heal again.
Get out of the pain.

Breaking,
are the lies.
Melting,
is the shadow on my life.

I want to feel again.
Get out of this numb state.
I want to heal again.
Get out of the pain.

I want to feel again.
Let me feel.
Get me out
of the numbness within
my
soul.

I'm done.
I quit your game.
I'm done.
Go to someone else.
I'm done.
I quit with your lies.
I'm done.
I quit living.
I'm done.
I quit living with your torture.
*I'm done.