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 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
//
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
//
i found a loophole
from the promise you
made me make
i'm sorry.
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
self hatred
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
i always find a problem with myself
i promised you i would never judge
but i always seem to judge myself
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
,
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
,
i cried today because
i looked in the mirror
and didn't like what
was looking back at me
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
t
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
t
i guess first loves
will always have a place in your heart
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
i want to scrub my skin so hard that
every single cell you've ever touched of me comes off
erase your number and all our pictures
unfriend you and never see your face
you had a place in my heart
and i would have broken every single bone in my body
just to fix every single piece of you

my throat is raw and hoarse whenever i say your name
you're like salt water that makes me gag
trigger my senses and i cannot stand you
i hate your face and all that you stand for
i deserved better and i loved you with all my heart
you knew that and you took advantage

i hate you so much
you took all the love in my heart
i opened up and you made yourself
the ink in my unwritten book

you are the definition of all that i cannot stand
and i want to thank you for teaching me that
i deserve better than how low you put me
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
transition
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
and this chilling weather
is all too familiar
played back memories
and a breeze to bring us closer
and the seat next to you
is filled with warmth
but it's not mine anymore
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
'
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
'
and ive noticed
you look at her
the way i still
look at you.
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
name
 Mar 2015 Tara
yasmine
your name lingers around
in all of my poetry
 Feb 2015 Tara
yasmine
running away
 Feb 2015 Tara
yasmine
you talk about
getting away from here
you'll be gone
just shy of a year
but that means
you're leaving me
and everything
we used to be
im trying to
make myself feel

was anything we had real?
I attempted rhyming.
 Feb 2015 Tara
yasmine
is there a rehab
for self-hatred?
because i don't
fall into drugs.
i fall back into
hating myself.
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