There are times when I can't remember
what I had for breakfast,
or what I said a minute ago,
or what day of the week it is.
But the one thing I can never forget
is the way I just SAT there
and did nothing.
I can never forget the starving look in his eyes,
or the repetitive thoughts of
this isn't right, I don't want this.
WHY DIDN'T I LEAVE?
"Why didn't you say no?"
I'm still so afraid...
Constant thoughts that everyone's using me, I'm just some gullible toy until they get bored.
