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Jay Sep 2019
You are my King,
You are my everything.
You don't know,
But I will never choose to go.
And I don't know if you ever will,
If one day you will get your fill,
But I hope not.
I love you a lot.
I want to wake up to your smile,
And look into your eyes for a while.
I want you to be my life,
Through good times and through strife.
You fill me up,
You make things less rough.
I want to stay by your side,
I love that you're mine.
You have made me love my life,
You have made me fight for my life.
Things are flowing,
And I don't mind not knowing,
Where we are headed.
I don't mind it,
I love your surprises.
You have made me feel the highest,
Filled me with the brightest.
I have connected,
My heart is reflected.
You feel this,
And I feel this.
You have been forgiving,
And that has my heart brimming.
I fear confrontation,
But with you there are no limitations.
I do not have to fear you,
And there are very few
Of people like that,
Few people who have my back.
But I trust you,
And that's something new.
I want to do everything I can,
To show that I love having you as my man.
I want to do what you want,
And I want to be your confidant.
You can trust me,
Trust me.
I do not want just you to carry
What is hard for me.
I want to hold you up,
When **** is rough.
I want to hold your hand
When you feel as if you cannot stand.
I want to have your back,
When they lack.
You don't know,
But I will never choose to go.
You are my King,
You are my everything.
Jay Sep 2019
I have a reason to wake up in the morning.
I have someone standing behind me.
I have someone I can truly trust.
I have someone I don’t have to be afraid to love.
I have a reason to really smile, none of that fake ****.
I have someone’s hair to play with.
I have a reason to exist.
I have a reason to create new things.
I have a reason to improve myself.
I have someone to love.
I have someone to lay with.
I have someone to sing with.
I have someone to hang with.
I feel clear for the first time.
I feel kind of beautiful,
When I still want to weigh 90.
And that’s wild.
I have hated myself to the point of
Hoping
For death.
How can I possibly love myself
With all of the **** I have done?
I can,
Because I have you.
Because I feel forgiven with you.
I feel free with you.
I feel dreamy with you.
I feel steamy with you.
You fuel my creativity,
You fuel my confidence,
You fuel my honesty,
You make me want to be
Me.
I have a reason to take care of myself.
I have a reason to be kind to myself.
I have a reason to have confidence within myself.
I have a reason to be true to myself.
I have someone to please.
I have someone I can believe.
I have someone to let me be me.
I have someone to help free.
I have someone to never leave.
I have a person to be strong for.
I have a person to hold onto.
I have a person to sing to.
I have a person to write for.
I have a person to cheer for.
I have a person to live for.
Without you I might not be here today.
And that’s horrifying to admit to you,
But I am going to be completely truthful with you.
I have nothing to fear.
You are not scary.
You do not intimidate me.
You are my King.
You are my Daddy.
You are my Tre.
You are my one
And only.
You are golden.
My golden man.
I love everything about you,
From the longest hair on your head.
To the callouses on your toes.
You don’t even know.
But it’s hard to show,
You know?
When you have been left behind,
And betrayed
So many times,
Love is hard,
But with you,
It is easy.
Everything is pleasing.
Everything is freeing.
You hear me?
I love every single thing about you.
Which means you are one **** *** man,
And you deserve to know that.
I love you.
Exactly as you are.
I don’t want to change a single
******* thing about you.
You are a badass,
Who makes me feel like a badass.
Own that,
You own me.
My life will never be the same,
I will forever be changed,
In a lovely way.
Jay Sep 2019
He left me.
He hurt me.
He lied to me.
He made it hard for me to trust.
But,
I trust you.
I trust that
You won't leave me,
You will be kind to me,
You will be honest,
You are the best thing for me.
Jay Sep 2019
Just in case you didn't know,
Right now,
I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
Not because you are going to succeed.
Not because you dream of money.
Not because you give me things.
Because you love me.
Because you are perfect.
Because I love you.
Jay Sep 2019
I cannot get enough of you,
And I can't tell if that is good or bad,
Truly.
I am in love with you,
And I can't tell if that is good or bad,
Truly.
You make me enjoy life,
And I can't tell if that is good or bad,
Truly.
I would spend my life with you,
And I can't tell if that is good or bad,
Truly.
But truly,
I don't give a ****.
I love you,
And I am abandoning all fear.
I am trusting you,
Wholeheartedly.
And truly,
All I ask,
Is that you love me back.
I don't want to be afraid of love anymore
Jay Sep 2019
I never thought I would
Ever
Be this in love again.
But I am.
I miss you when you aren't around,
I adore everything about you.
Your smile makes me happy.
Your cheeks make me happy.
Your eyelashes make me happy.
Your lips make me happy.
Your eyes make me happy.
Every individual hair on your face makes me happy.
Your hair makes me happy.
Your ears make me happy.
Your neck makes me happy.
Your tongue makes me happy.
Your shoulders make me happy.
Your chest makes me happy.
Your stomach makes me happy.
Your back makes me happy.
Your arms make me happy.
Your hands make me happy.
Your fingers make me happy.
Your legs make me happy.
Your *** makes me happy.
Your feet make me happy.
Your chin makes me happy.
How you stand makes me happy.
How you look at me makes me happy.
The way you rap makes me happy.
How much you love music makes me happy.
The way you kiss me makes me happy.
The way you touch me makes me happy.
The way you taste makes me happy.
The way you shake makes me happy.
The control you exert makes me happy.
Your dominance makes me happy.
How chill you are makes me happy.
How much you loves me makes me happy.
The way you own me makes me happy.
The way you set rules for me makes me happy.
When you tell me what to do it makes me happy.
Being able to serve you makes me happy.
Being able to be controlled by you makes me happy.
How you expose me to new things makes me happy.
How you teach me makes me happy.
How you praise me makes me happy.
Every single thing about you makes me happy,
And that's hard for me to handle.
I have never loved anyone this absolutely.
But I love you.
Right now,
I want to forever be with you.
And that may not be what fate has in store for us,
But by the gods,
I hope it is.
Because I would love to spend my entire life with you.
Jay Sep 2019
I worry that all we will be
Is intimacy
I worry that all you want
Is physicality
But I know I am wrong
But I am still afraid
Because you did not say
I love you
Lightly
You say it with meaning
And that is playing a tune
In my vacant heart
Your love
You appreciation
Your honesty
Your loyalty
Plucks a heartwarming tune
Jay Aug 2019
Every time I think back,
I smile.
Every moment I have spent with you
Has been ******* heaven.
It scares me how happy you make me,
I have felt this attached
Only once before.
And it wasn't like this,
You are special.
Maybe I don't show this,
But you have made me so ******* happy.
My life would be so
Different
Without you.
I would be running on
Empty,
I would be emotionless,
Dead.
But I am smiling,
I am warm inside.
My heart is warm again.
You have saved me.
You don't know this,
But you have.
You understand me,
You are there for me.
You love me the way I am,
Which I can't understand,
But I appreciate it.
I have never been loved like this.
You are so honest,
You are so passionate,
You are so motivating.
You think you're an ugly guy,
But you are wrong.
I have been looking at you
For a few days now,
And I can't find a single flaw.
You are perfect.
Where have you been?
Jay Aug 2019
One after another
Has warned me away from
You.
But when I look into your
Eyes.
I can see the
Reality.
You are serenity.
You are peace.
You are kind.
You are honest.
You are relief.
You are what I need.
And maybe
That's hard for you,
I wouldn't know. .
But I do.
You have filled me
With emotions I have not felt
In months.
You have made me
Myself.
I feel so open.
You make me feel
Comfortable,
Loved,
Accepted,
Beautiful,
Healed.
You are what I need,
But is it the same for
A king like you?
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