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Meaghan Garner Oct 2020
What makes me

A woman,

Is it something that you wanted
To take from me?
Something that you wanted
To maime; break me
And make from me

A woman.

You wanted to
Make me.
Never even realizing
How much
You made me.
You maimed me,
Into this;

A woman.

By way of your gaze,
I only know now,
It was something
You wanted
To take from me.
Deform me
And make from me

A woman.

In your mind.
Instead of a sister,
A daughter,
A child.
You made me
Into this;

A woman.

Cursed by my ***,
The fires of your ****
Burned me.
Charred me.
From my ashes
And in your mind
You made of me

A woman.

All I wanted to be
Was a sister.
All I wanted to be
Was a daughter.
All I wanted to be
Was a child.
But you
Sexualized me.
Fetishized me.
Fantasize about
Being inside me;

A woman.

Never realizing that
You are already
Inside.
Infecting all my
Darkest places.
Taking and taking
And taking from me.
Making from me
A fantasy,

A woman.

An object of lust,
An affliction.
I don't want to be

A woman

Anymore.
Alex Fontaine Oct 2020
We crowd into a darkness of neon and strobe lights, sweating grasping thrusting jumping,
Deafened; ears by bass and spirits by alcohol
As of a single mind, like the maggot, we wriggle and crawl  blindly back to the darkness from whence we came-

But I dream

Of not seeing you

In a faraway forest,
Touched and untouchable,
Naked and triumphant,
Wild and free.

Dancing

In a sunbeam

A shaft of light
Penetrating the throbbing verdant green canopy,
Shining brighter for the privilege of caressing your cheek
As the wind plays with your hair,
And the earth trembles under your toes,
Eyes bright, soul soaring,
Enraptured by the music of the wild god of the world,
Ears filled with laughter at the very notion

That you could ever be anything less

Than a goddess
ugly angel Oct 2020
The resurrection
ugliest shame
Written in the dark videos hidden on your phone

Do you know.... ?
Did you even think?

Normally covered Flesh now undulating like octopus limbs locked in water

“Without you, he could never ****.” You think.
He might see it if you’re not watchful of your desperate hatch.


Send it.
Send it.  

***** bigger at an angle.
Face smoother than before

*** for the future
For the thought of having a lifelong enemy
A L W A Y S
Too **** to touch
2 **** 2 touch

I’m an Opera singer
PLACED In an Iron Maiden
Singing in wails for my husband.
................................................................­.....
Each night a neon green eye passes it’s scanner on my unraveling body and says;

“Not yet”
                 “Not yet”
Zetolgam Aug 2020
*** life gone conceptual
My loved one now asexual
Online erotica and poetry
Supports for monogamy
Relieving some tension
Building up the frustration
Mind set on one finality
Bring back her sexuality
Suggestions welcome on both the poem and the question behind it
Zetolgam Aug 2020
A life together so short lived
Yet many things to experience
Of our tree of ****** wisdom
You are my forbidden fruit
Delicious proscribed delicacy
Leading to my ****** satiety
Accessible yet untouchable
For fear of the consequences
I'm abusing diverse outlets
To let go of the frustration
Hoping daily for a derogation
As I crave for a juicy bite
Gabs Aug 2020
Feelings or Conceptions?
Emotions or Infatuation?
Love or Curiosity?

Is it wrong for me to question my inclinations?
To question my motives and reasons for loving someone?
Is it wrong for me to wonder whether or not I’m just attracted to one’s sensuality?
Perhaps consumed by their visual enticement—
Whether or not I’m just captivated by the unknown territory teasing me away from the norm?
Possibly seduced by the inexplicable euphoria unattainable by other desirable methods––

I am left confused,
Conflicted,
And in question.
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