Is it you?
Is it me?
I can't tell anymore
But this silence is killing me
I wish you could see
See inside of me
Can you hear?
I can hear these thoughts inside of me
I can feel a part of me die as the time passes by
I wonder if you know because this distance it just seems to grow this pain digs deeper
Loosing my self loosing you
All is lost
Is this what you want?
I just want to scream but what difference will that make when you can't hear me anyways
Forever slipping away
Washed away
Falling
Ripped away
Torn apart
Gone forever
This is your loss
You won't save me
Drowned alive
All hope is lost

Slowly into the sea's of sorrow seeping through the pores
******* out all that you know make you hallow
nothing left but your thought s and memories..
well at least you have your dignity...
darkness consuming everything around you
breaths become heavy the air around you becomes cold
it rains and it snows but you can see nothing but the icy breath of death...
feeling the embrace of his cold dead hand pulling you into the salty seas of blood

Silver temptation fluttering in the sky
Why must you cry?
with a glace to the sky you shimmer and glide
so very high
again I hear your cry
Slowly you fall falling into my hand
warm as fire
gliding across my skin
a sigh of relief
all thought's consumed by your glittering shimmer dance of death

Silent whispers through the air spinning up high
fallowed by lusters in the sky
reaching across throughout the tree's creating a beautiful seen
  shining beyond what man knows
lightning such darkness
surly you must hear my prayer while I sit here in despair

For all hours when all must fade.
Like flame on flame, and deep on deep.
When all half sleep.
The Iron sword upon the knees.
Blood flows in pools as all lay.
Like flame on flame, and deep on deep.

The branches of the trees bow with the heavy load they are carrying, bending towards the floor. Everything glistens, as if a fairy has sprinkled her dust over the entire world. Colors are brighter against the pure white blanket that spreads as far as the eye can see. The houses become works of art, with their beautiful undisturbed snowy roofs. Chimney’s become sculptures, taking on new forms.

So long, let this be goodbye
May we meet again in another life
Like strangers, passing by in the night
May we see clearly when we meet in the light
So long, let this be goodbye

restless unable to sleep mind spins
the rooms grow darker shadows move pain and fire move flow in my veins
each heart beat slowly killing
Each breath more painful than the last
I wish I may I wish I might dance with the blade tonight each depper than the last
Missing one whom I have never met
You grew every day and I loved you more
you were taking to soon
I will be with you soon

I am anything but living
yet I am not completely dead
you cannot hear me
you cannot see me
if I'm lucky you can feel me
I simply frozen in time
life passes me by
here I stand wishing wanting to live but there is nothing left
nothing left of me
I wish I could say I knew you miss me, care, or feel something
I know no one will
I never was real
just a ghost watching you live
you can cut me and make me bleed
I feel pain
yet you can't hear me scream
I wish I could say goodbye
I wish someone would miss me
but I am nothing but a ghost from your past

If you wanted it all you cannot be distracted by the illusion you have created.
Only when your mind is silent can you see clearly enough to enjoy your life and forget about your desires.
Your desires are irrelevant.