It is a lovely day here at my hometown
Going to do my routine. Running everything down
Decided to stop, in this lovely cafe
Ordered coffee and get back on my way
Bump to a stranger, dropped my belongings
I stared at his eyes, full of longings
Started to stand up, he offered his hands
I accepted it, and told him my apologies
He offered a drink but I declined
I decided to go
But he grabbed my arms
He said what's your name beautiful?
I said my name.
We talked and talked
We forgot everything that we had to do
It's like a spur in the moment
He sadly had to go
I saw his back turned to me walking
Suddenly he looked back
He yelled "Lovely scarf"
That's when I know
He'll be back

I don't know if I'm depressed.

I am happy, with people.
With company

But once I'm alone, on my bed at night
It seems like I'm the loneliest person ever
I started to think awful things
I cry myself to sleep

Next day
While in the morning,
I always think of it as a fresh start
Things happen
Fun and sad

Then at night
Same as always
Sadness and darkness is my cuddle buddy

Then it repeats
Same as always
Same old cycle
Same life.

Sorry love, sorry love
I know you care
But please always remember now
That you wouldn't dare
You wouldn't dare stop me
Or even try to test me
Just one jump, Boy I'm ready
Just pretend I'm not there