Fell badly in love,
until one day it stopped.
He told me he loves me
And that he cannot live without me,
Not even a day had passed that he'd already forgotten about me,
As if I where never there...
He'd forgotten every memory we made.
Like a story never written...
He had said he'll wait for me...
Blindly I believed his words,
Later knowing he had never waited a day,
That he planned his new romantic escapade,
Realizing he had never really loved me...
And that he only liked the game.
Felt as if I dug a grave for my heart...
Emptiness and sorrow filled my soul.
My heart had died and my soul was too.
Weeks have gone by...and still I feel dead.
Unable to find happiness...
Refusing any love...
Trying to forget...
To find someone new...
But I feel better alone instead...

Filled with sorrow and despair,
Stripped of love and life
Left pale with a broken heart
and a wounded lost soul.

Fueled by regret and pains
You know no peace
Can't find a resting place
Even in an empty vase.

Your cries I hear,
Your death; hard to bear
It's an empty world
With no one to share it
But the only I hear
Is your wailing ghost

So as you continue through your day
you wonder how it got this way
somethings will never change
on to the next chapter, turn page
You can't control how you feel
& the pain may be real
like being cut with a knife
this is how you chose to live your life

As your addiction began to grow
you slowly started to lose your glow
everything we had started to shatter
but to you that didn't even matter
you decided it was time for a break
at the time it was really hard for me to take
its been long days & weeks since you've been gone
& I'm surprisingly moving on
there is something I need to get off my chest
I know I may not have been the best
there's also something else I'd like to confess
my life is so much better without you causing it stress

You actually did me a favor
now  I can stop trying to be you savior
I did everything I could do
but it is only YOU  who can save **YOU