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xmxrgxncy Feb 2016
Do you mean to tell me
That you never recieved the letter
That I sent?
xmxrgxncy Feb 2016
You have me pacified

For now
xmxrgxncy Feb 2016
Seeing flowers in the convenience store
Leading up to today
Made me so
Happy

But now just thinking of them
Starting from 5 PM
Makes me feel
Hopeless
I didn't receive anything. It's not about presents it's about the thought behind them.....but apparently there aren't any
xmxrgxncy Feb 2016
I couldn't stop myself from hoping, there, I said it.

But do I mean so little to you......these tears won't be repressed.

Don't hope for things, dear children.

Hope hurts.
I told myself I wouldn't wait for a surprise that never came but I did, couldn't stop myself, and now.....I can't even word how I'm feeling
xmxrgxncy Feb 2016
Today, I'm going to try not to expect too much...
I always imagine something in my head and am disappointed when it doesn't become reality-it never does. It isn't his fault he's busy.
xmxrgxncy Feb 2016
It was always
A true fantasy
We never got to experience love in person
xmxrgxncy Feb 2016
I don't like chocolate, but I would love your time...
Gerald Lynch Feb 2016
Seems like it was yesterday
my hair was long and blonde
I brought his lunch down to the coal mine, I went to see my John.
He greeted me with tulips, and held me until Dawn
Even in my dreams, it seems, I thought about my John
We stared upon the stars at night and pondered what lay beyond
The brightest star, seen up so far reminded me of John
The dark day the results came back I cried,
I cursed and sobbed
I sped over to his bed side, I went to see my John
I buried him that dreadful day, a piece of me was gone
In the procession in a black vale, I went to see my John
With the noose so tight around my neck
I sang my final song
I dropped and let my body hang

I Went To See My John
xmxrgxncy Feb 2016
Even if you didn't have the body of a god...
xmxrgxncy Feb 2016
I do not know if love is right
To describe what I have felt
But every time he holds me tight
I then proceed to melt...
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