There is a hole in me,
Somebody fix me;
Nothing can fill me!
I am incomplete.

Part of me's missing,
They would NOT listen!
Don't mean to complain,
Incomplete again.

Part missing from me,
They do not BELIEVE!
Wish I could REVEAL
That I'm incomplete.

Part of me is GONE,
PArt of me is WRONG
Part of me DON'T BELONG
'Cause I'm incomplete

You are hard to get,
So forgetful yet
It's hard to forget
That you're incomplete.

I need to get a MATCH
I need to get it FAST
Or else I WOULDN'T LAST...
...My incomplete past...

breathing silence into fragments
feeling incomplete perhaps
I should smash what’s left

In and out of love, so I can fill this void of loneliness
my life is such a mess
everything seems like a test
that I fail
every time
I need to get you out my mind
you're just like a disease and the cure is very hard to find

past simple praise:
he loved me
but he loved his pain more

i pulled him into the bathroom once, it was dark
his warm fingers gently plucked at my heart
for some time
the way we kissed was art

his rhetoric far surpassed mine
every time
he asked me how my day was,
i proceeded to word *****
i talked about the most useless ****
when i asked him about his,
i got a shakespearean ******* sonnet

present perfect pain:
i have never been good at thinking things all the way through
and that is why i've fallen so deeply for people like you

Razor blade cuts
Aren't enough 
Deep gashes 
Ashes to ashes 
Pour salt in my wounds 
I'd only burn for you
People say that its crazy
I think it is maybe 
But I'd give anything 
For her to be my lady

©2017 Written By Benji James

you grab at me, foreboding.
i writhe away, loathing.
brooding, conspiring, a knock at the door.
our love is eternal, forevermore.