And I thought I had gotten better. Until a voice spoke up inside my head.
"Wow you ****"
"You were nasty. Why would they stick with you."
"You think you deserve this?"
"Your parents are tired of you. They can't afford you."
"Why are you still alive. The career you chose just burdens everyone."
"You don't even play that well."
"You think anyone would ever keep you? Get off your high horse."
"no one likes you."
"You don't belong here. You should just keep on being a person who *****."
Please make it stop. Go away. I don't know you. Where did you come from. I just want to cry. I thought I was better. And you came like a torrent of nasty words that runs through my bloodstream.
