Back then, I thought I was making the right decision
If only back then I had my present vision
If only I hadn't done that, my life would begin anew
Numerous more opportunities I would've gotten to
I don't want to think of it as a regret, but a way to ascend
But after that, for two years, my freedom came to an end
Even now I know his soul is kind
Or is it because I wanted time to rewind?
Now I'm back again, with a second chance
But I can only see the similarity in your glance
I don't want to make the same mistake as before
Or am I just supposed to have evil in my core?
I did say I wanted a true friend
But will this be the ultimate end?
I prayed that in the future, I'd learn to think twice
But this test is most certainly not nice
So please, don't let me fail this test
Because the continuation of this story, I know the rest.
this is my 20th poem, written on 8/18/23