Don't bring me a single flower
or even dare to cry in the shower
My life was lived to the most
as I will end with a silent toast
You forced me back into my shadow
You forced my pain onto my sorrow
Where were you as I grew up
There you are as I've grown up
Shade my colours, and cut my feathers
Tear my light, and break my heart
Break my mind
For I know you won't handle a minute
Inside my mind
Only seconds can break you
More than years have
Done ruthlessly to me
I give up in my house, I give up on my parents, I give up on this life. If I cannot go any further when I'm supposed to strive, how will I even make it further