Pushing limits walking away Why wait when I could act Misplace passive aggression With a pistol and a guilty conscious (AIM) reaches are not running When space bars cage an existence Pulling words from these characters Shooting messages flips to shaders through the windows Online presents will determine you’re future income Pass the aggression into a sight with an eye at pin point Withdrawing (ATM), coloring red as the floor Checking the walls as pink matter Saving the mixes for the pallets on set Depositing later all the info I need to evade Panic attacks walking Bullets wait for running Esc... I’ll find joy in drowning in my own painting
Shots were shot inside your walls by hands too hot to stop the fall of bodies, wretched and angelic, hanged and carefully laid upon your plains.
Deeds were done in the redbrick corners of your streets. Only mourners then remained in the memories of pain, and the folklore fear born by your command still stands to stain your hands.
Shots were shot to echo through the mountains. My idea of a summer death was real and, Alas, the trusting eyes of childish lies felt space-time tear and turned themselves to glass.
I cleaned my childhood home in honey light - a flight away from you, through pain. I fight your urge to overpower money and stand tall, crouching low to scrub the stone floor of many childhoods' home.
My ears no longer scream in pain of nightmare visions, still seeing the shots you fired. Seeing your fire no more, I long for lore and love of mice. This year I'm under watercolour skies and listening to stories of light and newborn lies.
Long live obsessed with kept secrets I’ll find them in men of all kinds Daisies wash away One by one I call out the ones who Double dealed, fake, and flaked. I’m just looking for absolution Mother Earth once my friend At the twelfth strike You trash my world Speck of love Yet your eyes double cross My love has shown me first hand infidelity Tell me about falseness As you eat your words Runaway, look away in hard times There must be more? Teach me, better yet model me, then cheat me I’m wondering, who are you? You share my DNA but I don’t know you You think of me as cold That’s only half the path Feel the distance Know it’s your result of mistrust Those tears say and say The body holds the source
I know your long lost kept secret Only a child used so carelessly All the years of loneliness and void Blame **** them and forgive them Please daisies castaway the deception Clarity swimming in remission Long before I drown in the many retributions.