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Twelve May 2018
kaya pa ba?
ibalik ang nawala na.
kaya pa ba?
simulan ang tapos na.
kaya pa ba?

o

Kaya ko pa?
nang may mahal ka ng iba.
Kaya ko pa?
nang magisa.
Kaya ko pa?
Twelve Mar 2020
Oh February,
you made me happy
I've met somebody
but she wasn't for me
yet she brings the best of me
I've never knew
you were leaving that quickly
but thank you for stopping by
little butterfly
until we meet again
best of luck
on the beginning of summer
until the end of another year
until we meet again
Twelve Dec 2018
was it something new
or
I miss the old you?
Twelve Aug 2017
memories will be stories
as time goes by
and remembered
as it’s part of every yesterday
Twelve Aug 2017
was down for a catch,
can’t believe it happen,
drove me to the edge,
able to do it with no regrets
climb mountain peaks,
as dreams come alive.
Twelve Nov 2017
Once it was a game,
that we both played,
where you and I
guessed who was
the player.

everything was perfect,
but a big twist turned
it all around,
that we the players
turned against each other
in order to win

at the last scene of the game,
there was a quest to end,
only one must be alive,
who won?
Twelve Sep 2020
trust yourself and whisper to the world, your greatest wish
that you deserve most
will be delivered as you strive hard
and never back down
from pain and rejections
you have fought through
strength within you
almighty god is always with you
O
Twelve Sep 2018
O
Off - Tired - Off
no point of loving
strange feeling
anger digging deeper
One
Twelve Jun 2019
One
wishing her the happiest
was the best
no matter what she’s going through
i’ll know it would pass through
soon i’ll say it
please be safe always
Twelve Oct 2017
Heto ka na muli,
magkaharap tayo,
di ako mapakali,
biglang napaiwas ng tingin,
napalunok ng malalim,
at sinabi kong,
kamusta ka na?

hindi ka umimik,
sabay higop sa mainit **** kape,
tingin sa paligid,
at sinabi ko,
saan ba tayo patungo?

sa pagiling mo na iyong ulo,
at pagyuko,
alam ko na ang sagot,
sa tanong na gumagambala
sa aking pagtulog.


pero binigkas mo ang salita,
na "ayoko na"
siguro oras na,
tapusin na ang mga bagay nagbigay,
ng lungkot at saya,
sa panahong tayo pa.


mahal ko,
paalam na
Twelve Aug 2017
Ngunit ako’y natakot,
sa mga salita **** binaggit,
mga nakaraan **** nagbigay sakit,
wag kang magalala
dahil di ka kapalit-palit,

Ramdam ko ang iyong takot,
sa mga taong iniwan ka,
sa mga pagkakataong sinayang ka,
at sa mga pangakong naglaho na.

ituturing kitang bagong alala,
dahil ikaw ay nagbigay saya
sa pusong nanghina,
noong makilala ka
aking sinta.
Twelve Nov 2017
Sa maling akala,
Doon tayo nawala,
Na parang isang bula,
Sa isang hinala,
Na hindi ako yung may sala,
Pero yun ang pinaniwalaan mo,
Kaya tayo gumuho,
Unting unti na naglalaho,
Ang mga pinagsamahan natin,
Hayaan mo at ako na ang aangkin,
Para matapos ang sakit na iyong naramdaman,
Huwag ka ng magalala sakin paglisan,
Dahil ang puso ito’y di ka naman iniwan,
Kahit anong oras ikaw pa rin.
Twelve Mar 2018
State of addiction,
A perfect attraction
Stakes of destruction
fall for endless discussion
Minds of two,
Joint emotions
Constant affections
Carry us to
God for devotion
of both worlds to be
just one motion
Twelve Feb 2020
everyone run and hid
he stayed
no one knew
why..
Twelve Jan 2020
It is never going to happen
A solar eclispe in the rain
Next to a beautiful pink sunset
Nobody would ever explain
A phenomen like that would exist
However impossible could be possible
Twelve Nov 2017
see yourself ahead of the road,
didn't know which where to go,
look around for direction and signs,
back from the start a way you go.
Twelve May 2018
it's your turn
again
don't be shy
it will be alright
I promise..
Twelve May 2019
blame me for what I did
blame me for who I was
blame me for the words I said
blame me for the actions I failed
blame me

&

got what you wanted
now it ended
and you regret
why it started
between you & me
Twelve Mar 2018
sa bawat umagang parating
na tayo'y bumuo
ng magagandang ala-ala
na hindi pinapalipas
ang bawat sandali
ikaw at ako
ay narito
sa mundong
nahahati ang pangarap
nating dalawa
na gagawing isa
dahil sa mga oras
na tayo'y magkakasama
at magsasaya
ng walang humpay
sa pagtawa at halak-hak
mula sa mga korning banat
na hindi nagsasawa
sa pakikinig sa
isa't- isa
pero kapag
umabot tayo sa huling pahina
na
ikaw at ako
ay unting-unti ng
naglalaho sa mundong
ating sinumulan
wag sanang bumuhos ang luha
dahil nagsimula tayo sa wala
humiling tayo ng sabay sa mga tala
na ginawa ng ating bathala
kaya
tayo
ay
magtiwala
na hindi
tayo
mawawala.
Twelve Feb 2018
i love you
was a risk
you know
it felt
good
and
bad.
that’s
why i
let you
destroy me
and that’s
exactly
what you did.
Run
Twelve Aug 2017
Run
He’s running,
He’s catching up,
He’s going fast,

He slows down,
You were to far away.
He continues to run,
He tries to run faster,
He’s never giving up,

He sees you now,
You were there standing,
You were looking across,
You saw him,

He’s getting close enough,
His heart stumbles in happiness,
He ran, and ran,
Then He stop in front of You.

He bend over and look down,
You said Hi
As He look up and say Hello,
You both smiled,
As your eyes meet.

And you remember
He is only a stranger
That could take you to away forever
Twelve Oct 2017
Para tayong isang sasakyan,
na tatakbo ng maayos sa umpisa,
at kapag naggamit na ng husto,
nagiging palyado.

ngunit hindi doon natatapos
ang istorya nating dalawa
kung saan tayo sumakay
patunggo sa desisyon
nating magkaugnay

maglalakbay tayong dalawa
ng walang panggamba
hanggang gabi ata umaga
tayo parin ang magkasama

pero darating yung oras
na masisira ang isang parte
na kailangan baguhin o ayusin
para umandar uli ang sasakyan ng buo

hanggang makalipas ang biyahe
na nagsilbing ala-ala ng mga kasiyahan
at kapighatian
mapapagod din ang makina
at doon tayo’y baba
Twelve Aug 2017
Watching you beside me, our hands intertwined as I felt you. I wish you were mine, Mine for forever. Mine until the pain in my heart says goodbye.

What are we doing? What are we?
Unsought questions startflooding my mind.
What are you thinking? Do you love me?
I know the answers, but my tounge is tied.

I know you’re scared, trust me I do
Because I feel the same, I am scared too

Scared of holding on too tight,
Scared of letting go
Scared of what the world might say, 
Scared that you might go

Cause if they knew that I am scared,
Then it would be the end
the end of something that had no beginning
the loss of love that was never winning

and I am scared
I am so ******* scared,

so please if you don't mind,

stay with me a little longer, keep our finger intertwined, like everything is fine. Be mine forever, I will not leave you ever, Darling be mine, everything will be alright
Twelve Jan 2019
Reject
Reject Reject Reject
Reject Reject Reject
Reject
Free
Free
Free
Myself
She
Twelve Feb 2018
She
She was always
Yes she was
Always she
Was she always she
Twelve Aug 2017
Saw your smile from a distance,
Gently my heart start to race,
And watched that eyes twinkles,
like stars were born every night.
Twelve Aug 2017
some days  I need you
some days I want you
some days I love you
some days I hate you
some days i crave you
some days I feel you
some days I live
some days I survive
Twelve Feb 2020
unconditionally for you
in all ways
always.
please remember this.
Twelve Aug 2017
And you ask yourself, “who would choose to be part of something that only seems real because you were the one that lived it.”
Twelve Aug 2017
running out of space
please stop
trying to catch up to pace
move slowly
as I reach your place
hold on
got something to say
please stay
saved me tonight
as you say goodbye
Twelve Aug 2017
it crashed deep down,
no ropes could follow,
kept falling endlessly,
as we become hollow.
Twelve Feb 2020
I will keep moving forward

Knowing the future will be inevitable,
everyday I will make sure I
exert a hundred of myself
proving that I changed

Loving you was the start,
only to find I made myself
vulnerable
in making you see every second of
new beginnings felt so
good

You did me a solid
over the top and
under below to the balance the universe

A thanks to you is this
letter for and
will always be here to tell how
a good fellow
you have become
simple because you are you.
It was buried within
Twelve Jan 2020
decided
what had you waited?
ended
did it ever started?
treated
are you okay now?
Twelve Aug 2017
It was poetically chaotic. It was one sided, it was so unhealthy in every which way shape and form. It was night after night, morning after morning that I would run day by day and stop once at each day thinking what could happen next. Hoping and wishing that one day it would come. Some days it felt like it was definitely going to come, but most days would end with an unfortunate outcome. That is what it felt like to be crazy.
Twelve Feb 2020
No one listen
to the words I've spoken
so I write..
Twelve Aug 2017
waited too long to touch me like this,
hold me up as we kissed
hug me so tight,
as our skin unfolds tonight
Twelve Nov 2017
To meet my thousand thousand faces
I roam the world;
The dirtiest grass
Wears the sunlight of my skin:
I stand in this stream, myself, and laugh.
Twelve Dec 2018
Did I missed a thing
or it's slowly fading
like batteries depleting,
was I overthinking
so please distract me from what's happening...
Twelve Oct 2017
Reminisce the unending nightmares,
****** upon the darkness of yesterday,
wings locked from freedoms of tomorrow.
Memories turned into steel bars, making it almost impossible to escape.
Haunted by the monsters inside me.
Seeking for light in the walls of fear.
Raging seas trapped inside a raindrop.
Waking in the absence of you.
Knowing everything constantly change,
like we used to be.
Your protection from every thought,
every kindness and every single guy is so high that no one in reality could get in.
And I'm dying not to tell you that you're the last thing I saw at night and the first name I breathe when I wake up.
w
Twelve Nov 2018
w
Feels like I get the W
whenever your were here with me
Feels like it was the W
making me happy
and she was a
W
Twelve Mar 2018
Sa huling araw ng taon
Na wala ka ng panahon
Para sa taong nagpasaya sayo noon

Ngayon ang araw na iyon
Para tayo’y maglaho
Sa mundong dating atin
Na ikaw at ako’y tayo
At ngayon ay bibitawan mo na
sa pamamagitan ng isang salita
na paalam na

pero mahal ko iyong dinggin
ang aking huling hiling
sa natitirang oras pa
na kasama kita
bigyan natin ng halakhak at ngiti
ang bawat sandali
bago wakasan ang istorya
at isulat na sa huling pahina
lahat ng masayang ala-ala

Mahal ko tapos na
Ang iyong pagdurusa
Isa, dalawa, Tatlo
Bibitaw na tayo
Sa mundong ito
Wala ka na.
Mahal kita
Paalam na.
Twelve Aug 2017
wala ng laro,
wala ng saya,
wala ng lungkot,
wala ng hirap,
wala ng sakit,
wala ng ako,
wala ng ikaw,
wala ng tayo,
wala na.
Close
Twelve Oct 2017
we keep guessing
we keep running
we keep asking
what is happening?
Twelve Aug 2017
wishing I could call us we
wishing I am with you
wishing I can still love you
wishing we never had ended
wishing I was there to hold you
when you needed someone
wishing this thoughts could go places
all those wishes that had gone to ashes
and today I still long for you, I apologize for being me.


cause,
I loved you still.
you
Twelve Oct 2017
you
you made me wonder why,
you made me do how,
you made me see what,
you made me wait when

and you are the person,
that was never mine.

— The End —