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4.5k · Oct 2017
Paalam na
Twelve Oct 2017
Heto ka na muli,
magkaharap tayo,
di ako mapakali,
biglang napaiwas ng tingin,
napalunok ng malalim,
at sinabi kong,
kamusta ka na?

hindi ka umimik,
sabay higop sa mainit **** kape,
tingin sa paligid,
at sinabi ko,
saan ba tayo patungo?

sa pagiling mo na iyong ulo,
at pagyuko,
alam ko na ang sagot,
sa tanong na gumagambala
sa aking pagtulog.


pero binigkas mo ang salita,
na "ayoko na"
siguro oras na,
tapusin na ang mga bagay nagbigay,
ng lungkot at saya,
sa panahong tayo pa.


mahal ko,
paalam na
2.4k · Nov 2017
Patawad
Twelve Nov 2017
Sa maling akala,
Doon tayo nawala,
Na parang isang bula,
Sa isang hinala,
Na hindi ako yung may sala,
Pero yun ang pinaniwalaan mo,
Kaya tayo gumuho,
Unting unti na naglalaho,
Ang mga pinagsamahan natin,
Hayaan mo at ako na ang aangkin,
Para matapos ang sakit na iyong naramdaman,
Huwag ka ng magalala sakin paglisan,
Dahil ang puso ito’y di ka naman iniwan,
Kahit anong oras ikaw pa rin.
1.7k · Oct 2017
Sasakyan
Twelve Oct 2017
Para tayong isang sasakyan,
na tatakbo ng maayos sa umpisa,
at kapag naggamit na ng husto,
nagiging palyado.

ngunit hindi doon natatapos
ang istorya nating dalawa
kung saan tayo sumakay
patunggo sa desisyon
nating magkaugnay

maglalakbay tayong dalawa
ng walang panggamba
hanggang gabi ata umaga
tayo parin ang magkasama

pero darating yung oras
na masisira ang isang parte
na kailangan baguhin o ayusin
para umandar uli ang sasakyan ng buo

hanggang makalipas ang biyahe
na nagsilbing ala-ala ng mga kasiyahan
at kapighatian
mapapagod din ang makina
at doon tayo’y baba
997 · Nov 2017
Kaya mo ba?
Twelve Nov 2017
sa loob ng isang taon,
kaya mo bang kalimutan,
ang nakaraan,
kung saan ka sinaktan,
ng unang tao na minahal mo ng lubusan,
kaya mo ba akong pagbigyan,
na palitan natin,
ang mapait **** nakaraan,
at maging masaya sa kasalukuyan.
sana
827 · Aug 2017
Pagkakataon?
Twelve Aug 2017
Ngunit ako’y natakot,
sa mga salita **** binaggit,
mga nakaraan **** nagbigay sakit,
wag kang magalala
dahil di ka kapalit-palit,

Ramdam ko ang iyong takot,
sa mga taong iniwan ka,
sa mga pagkakataong sinayang ka,
at sa mga pangakong naglaho na.

ituturing kitang bagong alala,
dahil ikaw ay nagbigay saya
sa pusong nanghina,
noong makilala ka
aking sinta.
797 · Aug 2017
Insert title
Twelve Aug 2017
heto nanaman,
ang oras na kinakatakutan,
na ako’y bibitawan,
sa araw na kasalukuyan,
na ikaw ay na sa kalungkutan.

heto na ang wakas
mayroon pang konting oras,
para bigkasin sayo ng malakas,
mamahalin kita kahit wala ng bukas

subalit ang sakit ng damdamin,
kailangan kayanin,
dahil wala na ang dati,
pero narito parin ako parati.
#tagalog #lungkot
733 · Aug 2017
Hiling
Twelve Aug 2017
Huwag ka sanang magbabago,
pagkat ipapakita ko ang buo kong pagktao,
Huwag ka sanang mawala,
papatuyan ko ako’y katiwatiwala,
Huwag ka sanang malito,
puso kong naligaw ay nahanap mo

ang panalangin ko,
ako sanang nakikita mo,
bago pumikit ang iyong mata,
ayokong makita ka ng magisa


pagising mo sa umaga,
simulan ang araw ng bagong ala-ala
at hihiling sa butuin,
na ikaw ay maging akin
673 · Dec 2018
little to do I know
Twelve Dec 2018
was it something new
or
I miss the old you?
617 · Mar 2018
Rise
Twelve Mar 2018
sa bawat umagang parating
na tayo'y bumuo
ng magagandang ala-ala
na hindi pinapalipas
ang bawat sandali
ikaw at ako
ay narito
sa mundong
nahahati ang pangarap
nating dalawa
na gagawing isa
dahil sa mga oras
na tayo'y magkakasama
at magsasaya
ng walang humpay
sa pagtawa at halak-hak
mula sa mga korning banat
na hindi nagsasawa
sa pakikinig sa
isa't- isa
pero kapag
umabot tayo sa huling pahina
na
ikaw at ako
ay unting-unti ng
naglalaho sa mundong
ating sinumulan
wag sanang bumuhos ang luha
dahil nagsimula tayo sa wala
humiling tayo ng sabay sa mga tala
na ginawa ng ating bathala
kaya
tayo
ay
magtiwala
na hindi
tayo
mawawala.
604 · Oct 2017
Vortex of Reverse
Twelve Oct 2017
Reminisce the unending nightmares,
****** upon the darkness of yesterday,
wings locked from freedoms of tomorrow.
Memories turned into steel bars, making it almost impossible to escape.
Haunted by the monsters inside me.
Seeking for light in the walls of fear.
Raging seas trapped inside a raindrop.
Waking in the absence of you.
Knowing everything constantly change,
like we used to be.
Your protection from every thought,
every kindness and every single guy is so high that no one in reality could get in.
And I'm dying not to tell you that you're the last thing I saw at night and the first name I breathe when I wake up.
603 · May 2018
Kaya pa ba? o Kaya ko pa?
Twelve May 2018
kaya pa ba?
ibalik ang nawala na.
kaya pa ba?
simulan ang tapos na.
kaya pa ba?

o

Kaya ko pa?
nang may mahal ka ng iba.
Kaya ko pa?
nang magisa.
Kaya ko pa?
564 · Mar 2018
Wakas
Twelve Mar 2018
Sa huling araw ng taon
Na wala ka ng panahon
Para sa taong nagpasaya sayo noon

Ngayon ang araw na iyon
Para tayo’y maglaho
Sa mundong dating atin
Na ikaw at ako’y tayo
At ngayon ay bibitawan mo na
sa pamamagitan ng isang salita
na paalam na

pero mahal ko iyong dinggin
ang aking huling hiling
sa natitirang oras pa
na kasama kita
bigyan natin ng halakhak at ngiti
ang bawat sandali
bago wakasan ang istorya
at isulat na sa huling pahina
lahat ng masayang ala-ala

Mahal ko tapos na
Ang iyong pagdurusa
Isa, dalawa, Tatlo
Bibitaw na tayo
Sa mundong ito
Wala ka na.
Mahal kita
Paalam na.
531 · Jan 2019
Seek
Twelve Jan 2019
Reject
Reject Reject Reject
Reject Reject Reject
Reject
Free
Free
Free
Myself
515 · Aug 2017
ALONE
Twelve Aug 2017
no matter how hard you love the person,
you’re still not enough.
no matter how difficult it gets,
you’re still there.
no matter how it *****,
you’re still good
no matter what happen,
you’re still alone
480 · Aug 2017
30 seconds
Twelve Aug 2017
at that last 30 seconds,
I watch how it ended,
the walls of my heart shattered like glass,
and flooded by streams of blood.
constantly feeling the pain,
choking me from the inside.
unable to breathe and to see

darkness creeping in,
monsters going out of you
can't help but embrace
to feel and let it in
in a doomed world where my light has gone
it was catastrophic and melancholic
with you now I can't hold
won't trade any story for our history

We could've shown them
The world of lilac and yellow
How the world stops to spin
But at the last 30 seconds, it broke the grip
470 · Apr 2018
06
Twelve Apr 2018
06
desperado
hanapin ang tao
na hindi garantisado
kung nandito

sa mundong
hindi pantay
ang pananaw ng
mga tao

sa ating pagkatao
dahil sa mga pagkakataon
na tayo'y nasisiraan ng ulo
sa paghanap ng tamang tao
424 · Aug 2017
Think Twice
Twelve Aug 2017
And you ask yourself, “who would choose to be part of something that only seems real because you were the one that lived it.”
409 · Aug 2017
Wala na
Twelve Aug 2017
wala ng laro,
wala ng saya,
wala ng lungkot,
wala ng hirap,
wala ng sakit,
wala ng ako,
wala ng ikaw,
wala ng tayo,
wala na.
Close
375 · Sep 2018
O
Twelve Sep 2018
O
Off - Tired - Off
no point of loving
strange feeling
anger digging deeper
358 · Jun 2018
13
Twelve Jun 2018
13
lonely & angry
regrets & torments
is what I feel..

watching white walls
painted by black
side by side
one at a time
it gets dimmer
darker
until
it is gone
354 · Aug 2017
Enigma
Twelve Aug 2017
i don’t know you. not at all, even though you claim you’re an open book. To me, you’re the enigma. The one who appears and disappears without any warning.
350 · Aug 2017
Some days
Twelve Aug 2017
some days  I need you
some days I want you
some days I love you
some days I hate you
some days i crave you
some days I feel you
some days I live
some days I survive
344 · May 2018
11
Twelve May 2018
11
hindi ako produkto
na pwedeng **** ibenta
kada minuto
na ika’y magkakagusto
ng bago
kapag ako’y hindi na ang uso
sa panahon
hindi na ako
ang mahal mo
Kaya heto tayo
Papakawalan mo na ako
pagkat nagmahal ka na ng
Bago na hindi ka naman
Sapat ang iyong pagkatao
Sa kanyang bawat minuto
kaya mo ako ginawang produkto
343 · Apr 2018
03
Twelve Apr 2018
03
hindi ganon kadali
para ako ay iyong piliin
pero narito lang ako
bawat sandali
nagbabakasakali
na mapansin
muli
kahit wala na
simula
palang hindi na ako
ang gusto
**** makita.

Pero handang harapin
ang pagsubok
na parating
makita lang
nakangiti sa bawat
umagang darating.
341 · Oct 2017
Feel
Twelve Oct 2017
the heart beat keeps pumping out
of the ribcage which it seeks for happiness within you
and never ending satisfaction of loving you
until death do as part
339 · Nov 2018
w
Twelve Nov 2018
w
Feels like I get the W
whenever your were here with me
Feels like it was the W
making me happy
and she was a
W
329 · Aug 2017
Scared of You
Twelve Aug 2017
Watching you beside me, our hands intertwined as I felt you. I wish you were mine, Mine for forever. Mine until the pain in my heart says goodbye.

What are we doing? What are we?
Unsought questions startflooding my mind.
What are you thinking? Do you love me?
I know the answers, but my tounge is tied.

I know you’re scared, trust me I do
Because I feel the same, I am scared too

Scared of holding on too tight,
Scared of letting go
Scared of what the world might say, 
Scared that you might go

Cause if they knew that I am scared,
Then it would be the end
the end of something that had no beginning
the loss of love that was never winning

and I am scared
I am so ******* scared,

so please if you don't mind,

stay with me a little longer, keep our finger intertwined, like everything is fine. Be mine forever, I will not leave you ever, Darling be mine, everything will be alright
329 · Aug 2017
Untitled
Twelve Aug 2017
waited too long to touch me like this,
hold me up as we kissed
hug me so tight,
as our skin unfolds tonight
317 · Oct 2017
you
Twelve Oct 2017
you
you made me wonder why,
you made me do how,
you made me see what,
you made me wait when

and you are the person,
that was never mine.
308 · Aug 2017
Unfortunate
Twelve Aug 2017
It was poetically chaotic. It was one sided, it was so unhealthy in every which way shape and form. It was night after night, morning after morning that I would run day by day and stop once at each day thinking what could happen next. Hoping and wishing that one day it would come. Some days it felt like it was definitely going to come, but most days would end with an unfortunate outcome. That is what it felt like to be crazy.
296 · Aug 2017
I know
Twelve Aug 2017
I know that you heard a lot of promising words,
I know that for now I am a maybe,
I know the answers to the obvious questions I’d asked,
I know that you love him still for a bit
I know that I act weird in front of you
I know that you trust me
I know that you love me
I know that we want this
I know that this wont end
I know you were the right one
because every time I talked to you my heartbeat never had a doubt that I’ll keep choosing you.
292 · Sep 2017
Believe
Twelve Sep 2017
why gave up,
when you're so close,
why stop,
when you're there.

Go further,
Beyond your limits
Strength is within you
Go!
280 · Aug 2017
Time
Twelve Aug 2017
running out of space
please stop
trying to catch up to pace
move slowly
as I reach your place
hold on
got something to say
please stay
saved me tonight
as you say goodbye
279 · Nov 2017
Untitled
Twelve Nov 2017
To meet my thousand thousand faces
I roam the world;
The dirtiest grass
Wears the sunlight of my skin:
I stand in this stream, myself, and laugh.
278 · Nov 2017
Forgotten
Twelve Nov 2017
The depths of hell,
Calls my name,
A forgotten soul from above,
Screaming in terror and pain.

Loosing strength,
As I enter the gate,
Fear and torment
Is what i felt.

Walk the path of
Poor old souls,
That suffers from pain
And regrets.

Nearing the end,
Agony of my drench soul,
Weep at the floors of hell,
And remain locked
From above
277 · Oct 2017
What
Twelve Oct 2017
we keep guessing
we keep running
we keep asking
what is happening?
275 · Aug 2017
Wish of None
Twelve Aug 2017
wishing I could call us we
wishing I am with you
wishing I can still love you
wishing we never had ended
wishing I was there to hold you
when you needed someone
wishing this thoughts could go places
all those wishes that had gone to ashes
and today I still long for you, I apologize for being me.


cause,
I loved you still.
274 · Aug 2017
Miracle to Will
Twelve Aug 2017
was down for a catch,
can’t believe it happen,
drove me to the edge,
able to do it with no regrets
climb mountain peaks,
as dreams come alive.
267 · Aug 2017
Memo-Ries
Twelve Aug 2017
memories will be stories
as time goes by
and remembered
as it’s part of every yesterday
262 · Sep 2018
Dark & Sober
Twelve Sep 2018
Questions starts to bother
Should I answer or never
Questions left bare
now I wonder
259 · Dec 2018
Used to
Twelve Dec 2018
Did I missed a thing
or it's slowly fading
like batteries depleting,
was I overthinking
so please distract me from what's happening...
258 · Aug 2017
Battle
Twelve Aug 2017
enter a battle,
defend,
fight,
survive,
defeat,
live
249 · Nov 2017
History
Twelve Nov 2017
empty hearts gone cold,
memories get old,
stored and untold
247 · Dec 2017
CometMeteorLights
Twelve Dec 2017
shattered across the sky,
behold shower lights,
to begin the night,
cause anywhere feels right,
finding you to make your night,
for i am your meteorite.
244 · Oct 2017
Her
Twelve Oct 2017
Her
your hands were cold
as our fingers intertwined,
your eyes were bold
as I looked

your lips were chapped,
as mine met yours,
your skin were clear
as my body touched yours,

I can’t think much more,
describing you,
Pristine,
or Flawed

one thing I can say
I love you!
no matter what.
243 · Nov 2017
1:2
Twelve Nov 2017
1:2
Ironic Isn’t it?
That we tend to comfort others from dying out,
ended up killing ourselves.
238 · Sep 2017
?
Twelve Sep 2017
?
suddenly it stops,
it doesn’t feel the same,
everything changes,
what happen?
unaswered
233 · Jun 2018
16
Twelve Jun 2018
16
come closer
tell me it's over
don't want to remember
recollection of us together
230 · Nov 2017
Murder
Twelve Nov 2017
Once it was a game,
that we both played,
where you and I
guessed who was
the player.

everything was perfect,
but a big twist turned
it all around,
that we the players
turned against each other
in order to win

at the last scene of the game,
there was a quest to end,
only one must be alive,
who won?
225 · Aug 2017
Trench
Twelve Aug 2017
it crashed deep down,
no ropes could follow,
kept falling endlessly,
as we become hollow.
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