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 Mar 2016 hazael-fae
Sara Jones
My poetry stopped being beautiful when you left me
It became a cold reminder of what used to be
Everything turned black and grey and everything bright withered.

And suddenly the colors started to bleed back into the frames of my mind when you showed up and I didnt know why

But the simple fact is that you put the sun in my sky and the moon in my night.
 Mar 2016 hazael-fae
Fairy Sparks
There is a girl
crying all night long
Hiding on her blanket
all alone.

Blurry eyes,
Blurry eyes.
How are you?
Are you still fine?
sorry for always wetting you
out every night...
I know you're tired
Just like
me inside.

As I used you
to free what's on my inside
I hope you understand me
Just like what
I'm trying to tell my
self out loud.
By: Fairy Sparks
 Feb 2016 hazael-fae
Zach Hanlon
Depression isn't feeling like nothing, it IS the nothing.
It's the nothing in the air,
the nothing in "good mornings" and "good nights".
It's the nothing in your life,
and it's the nothing that will be your death.

And you know there used to be something,
because you used to feel that something,
but now it's suddenly the nothing.
So was the something ever even there
or is the nothing waiting to be something?

And you panic,
because all you know now is the nothing.
And as you panic,
you fall further
into this nothing abyss.

And you don't feel dead,
but you certainly don't feel alive.
You're floating in the nothingness,
screaming for someone to somehow
pull you back into something.

But they can't,
because all they see are the somethings,
and all you have are the nothings.
Depression isn't when you know
That everything around you
Is going wrong
and you feel sad,
Depression is when you know
That everything around you
Is going right
And you still feel you sad.
 Feb 2016 hazael-fae
TheExpat
Not-father’s day today
No morning breakfast tray.
Nor card soppily versed
In filial love immersed.

Children in great array
Their father love display.
Each post that father lauds
Cuts as a thousand swords.

The words ‘I love you dad’
Not hearing is so sad.
We sit and pine away
On this not-father’s day
I saw forever in your eyes. . .


                Then you closed them.
Wrote this when I found out my husband was in love with another woman.

— The End —