lies
empty sand pictures
heavy shadows of nothing
commercialization of dreams
daughters of a snake
with nightingale mask
stench of corpses
locked in a chest of violets
they hit you like a stones  rain
catatonic
dust visions

i'm wating for you
you don't arrive
but
i still wait
for you

questions
to which I can't answer
to which I daren't answer
answers
I don't want to hear
I can't repeat loudly
they scare
better one false reality
that a raw real end

a single moment of eternity
and i was yours
forever

i can fight
against giants
i can fight
against appearences
i can fight
against prejudice
but
i can't fight
against disappointment
of your surrender

I deleted your pictures
I deleted your email
I tore your love messages
I threw our songs

I can’t  erase my memories
I can’t erase your image
I can’t tear my heart
you've already done it

back to you
as always
sometimes
I walk away
I don’t feel up
I’m overcome
but in the end
I’m back
I’m always back to you
because
you
are my own essence
when
I’m back to you
I’m back to me