I feel you
I smell your scent
I feel your breath
I feel your whisper
I feel your absence
you're gone
but I feel you
forever and ever

I’m alone
in the dark
darkness envelops me
I’m screaming
no one answers
no voice calls me
no hand takes me
darkness
scares me
... I succumb

an oasis of peace
fresh water
the sun in the clear sky
my soul
drowns in this peace
storms and waterfalls
nothing can shake
my motionless eyes
long hair
that the wind can’t dent
my lying limbs
in a deadly calm
of frosty beats
here !
a thrill
a blink of an eye
the breeze shakes my hair
fresh water
the sun in the clear sky
heat intoxicates me
storms and waterfalls
everything vibrates
under my eyes
my soul...
at last, lives!

I stare at the sea
calm quiet gray
warn its apparent calm
its whisper
invades my mind
I perceive its smell
intoxicant

I feel the sea
I know the black
of its abyss
the fury of its wrath
the cry of its anger
I see the myriad colors of its soul
it slips inside me

I listen to the sea
it confides its mute secrets
to those who can feel it
ubiquitously divided
between the shadow and the light
empathetically
connected with the depth
and the surface

I envy the sea
strong decided transparent
selfishly
stretched himself
to its pleasure
Pied Piper
tormentor and muse
greedy and shameless

I stare at the sea
personification of life
illusive chimera
of fullness
unattainable
..... unattainable!

motionless
cold
suspended
staying afloat in the fog
seeking drops of light

stop
close your eyes
breathe .
breathe .
the world is still spinning
the sky is still above you
breathe .
breathe .
your heart is still  beating
the blood is still flowing in your veins
stop
open your eyes
breathe .
breathe !
scent of violets
a ray of sunshine through the clouds
breathe .
breathe !
smile
run to meet life !

why is it so hard to love me ?
why am i never up to ?
why do i  feel so silly ?
boring
stupid
complicated
empty
sensible
weary
old woman
lonely
.... lonely

why is it so hard to love me ?
I have so much love to give
a hungry puppy looking for love
trivial
predictable
invisible
annoying
misunderstood
disillu­sioned
disappointed
lonely
.... lonely