I believed you
you told me
I love you
you told me
I'll always be by your side
you told me
you're the most important thing
you told me
I'llsupport you
you told me
I'll protect you'

I believed you
I found myself alone
I waited for you see me
I fell on the ground
I felt weak and defenseless
I thought ... he loves me

I learned to walk alone
I learned to get up by myself
I learned to defend me by myself
I learned to be strong

you realized
I was standing in front of you
without you
you told me
.... do you love me?

love to be loved
feel to be felt
see to be seen
live to be lived

I love you
I feel you
I see you
I live you

I’m falling
there is no horizon
there is no bottom
there is no light
my eyes shine
shrouded in darkness
I’m falling
my silent cry
faces
eyes
far
I’m falling
darkness surrounds me
my eyes are closing
silence
deafening noise
of my mute  scream

love is you on my soul
love is the pain I feel
seeing your back
moves away
knowing
I won’t stare at your eyes
no longer

a man
veiled on red
a red rose
hidden by brambles
fragments of color
lost

I have many things to say
words to the wind
that no one
can hear
they’re only
sounds syllables letters
connected
without an order
confusion
madness
solitude
I’m an island
without landing
a boat without oars
...
I stare the horizon
and I wait

vagabond
i'm looking for
the sense

into the murky water
I seek the color
the whole being