your hands in mine,
send shivers to my spine.

your sweet smile,
makes butterflies go wild.

the way you make me laugh,
always makes my day chuffed.

the way you talk about the things you love,
sways my heart like you're sent from above.

your lips against mine,
stops the world just in time.

your arms wrap around me,
feels like i found home in thee.

near or far, my heart
will always be yours to hold
handle it with care

there are some things
that i just cannot tell
anyone about.
they are meant
to be concealed,
to be mine
and kept unknown forever
but i do not know
and certainly not sure
what to do with them
anymore.

Where are you?
Are you okay?
How have you been?
I miss you but do you miss me too?

All these questions I want to ask are buried now that you're no longer by my side.

What should I do?
Do I have to let go of you?
Is my heart ready to move on?
Am I happy knowing that you're gone?

My mind, my heart. They're in constant debate. It's making me confused more and more as the questions and worries keeps twirling around my head making me feel dizzy and tired.

But at the end of the day, I still choose to stay.