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Hello old friend,
It's been a while,
My dearest freind
I've missed you so.

I've missed the joy,
The emptiness and dark.

I've missed the agony,
The feeling of not knowing who I am.

I'm losing pieces from me
And I'm suffering.
I can't get them back
I can't remember.
Are all the happy memories I made,
Just a waste?
I won't be able to remember them anyway.

settling for less is the war
everyone's trying to flee from,

but in fact,
settling for less is
an extra shot of espresso
in the coffee that we
drink each morning
in an attempt
to avoid being alone
for the rest of the day.

Have a break,
Don't break yourself.

The hardest thing I’ve ever had to do?

It wasn’t letting you go.

That was difficult though, to swallow my pride and wear a smile to hide the fact I’m not okay.

Oh no, the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do? Was finally admit to myself the truth.

It was admitting that you were never mine to begin with.

They say love is blind
So are you really into me
Or just reading between my lines

Curved bottle I’m a fab model
I’m wondering if you’re truly down for a girl like me

We are just in a love bind, lost, just full of lust
What a loss
Your discernment intrigues me
But better yet, your words entangled me
Like sour patch kids on a hot day
So let’s wait and see
What we may be

The night had spoken,
The day has shouted,
And I crave some silence.

i never used to smoke
but since you left,
it’s the only time i can seem to breathe