I was in the search
Of high hopes and fancy
Then I found you
In a somber chasm
And I let my self fall
To seek in too deep
To have a shelter
And to drown with your love
For a time
The emptiness was filled
A leap of joy
Was in the faith's hands
But the current
Was waving too strong
Your love, your love
I still tried to hold
But the water's through me
Choked by this illusory
While you watched me in a distant
I cried with the sea
All these concepts
Had deteriorated my being
But I had to search the air
To right back up
And to keep me breathin'
I found my amnesty
In the high ruins
And I swear an oath
That I will never ever
Love that would lead me to death

I had you somewhere outside
We were so near to each other like never before
I talked to you on not giving up
Then you said to me not to let go
The skyscrapers  around us were breaking and falling
I was scared
Then I went to your back and you grabbed my hands
You let me hugged you
We were too proximate
Together we faced the end of time
As soon as we saw the end light, we went back to the beginning
It was just a bright light
But then I woke up, it was just only a dream
A dream that tore my heart
A dream that slap to my reality
Why?
Because the truth is, we have broken up
The dream is the opposite of our decision
Cause in reality, we didn't fight for our love
We never faced the falling world of us And that dream is a reminder of our shortcomings
And a reminder of what should have been done to save us.

We said it was a mistake. We agreed to end it. But, I'm sorry. I lied.
I have love you honestly . I could be someone that I'm not. It's not that I'm alienated by my true  self, it's just that there was a better version of me when I'm with you.
I have love you honestly . I could listen to your nerdy talks all the night and stare right just your face. I could laugh out of seriousness because you're pretty amazing.
I have love you honestly. When we walk, I would placed my self in your left side and you would be confused.  Because I kept saying it's my angle. But I jut want to stare you in right phase.
I have love you honestly. When someone interrupted our eat, our eyes just managed to laugh in secrecy.
I have love you honesty. When I told you I don't want to stop, you wipe away my tears even if I hate it.
I have love you honestly. To the point I'm fine being broken by the honesty of your words.
I have love you honestly. For I agreed to end the love that you thought it was a mistake but for me, it was a challenge that we should take upon.
Honestly, I don't want to admit my honesty. Cause what's the point if I hold onto you when you see our love as hopeless as ever could be. Cause honestly, I love you, enough to swallow my pride for our goodbye.

I traced back where we just sat in our places. Every letter gave life to the loneliness that's been surrounding in our world. We find hope without expectations. Love was never our line. And now, where is this now? We got lost. We find way back to the dark hole. Do we really love each other? Cause I'm confuse and I have doubts.

I never wanted anything.
But let me do this thing. I've been thinking through the sleepless nights. Tainting you at my mind is never a nothing. This is something I must not neglect for. I have to label what is this feeling. That these happiness and sadness aren't blankness of love. I confess. That I have feelings on you. And if something hinders you, I will still never leave your side.
My love doesn't need a price to get. Just let me love you alone.

I was just a lone star from the dense gas clouds collapsed. Enough to ignite & produce light. It was my birthplace. But i saw your light and we assemble. Then we became the galaxies. Now, I'm placed. I'm home.