They asked me this question in class one day

"What do you want to be remembered by?"

I wrote down the answer of what they wanted to hear

But to be honest

I just want to be forgotten
So no one has to hurt when I say
goodbye

We bonded over our broken souls
But she’s not broken anymore
With different roots
On a different tree
She doesn’t understand
The pressure on me
She thinks it’s fine
Like she can fix me
But it sure as hell
Ain’t that easy

Everything and everyone worth living for
Has been taken away from me.

And now the only person worth dying for
Wants me dead.

with you gone
my bed's a feels a little bigger now
my phone's really silent now
and my heart
is empty
again