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880 · Apr 2016
Life's A Bore
sequoi eley Apr 2016
Life's a bore
but i don't really know what's in store
Love is overrated
but doesn't mean i can't try it
The world is hurt
but we care as much as we care for a tie dyed shirt
My house is big
but i look like a fallen tree twig
The fire is burning
but i feel nothing
School used to be fun
until a kid came in there with a gun
The teachers were great
but who knew i would be *****
My friends are fake
so i baked them a fake cake
Life's a bore
But what am i complaining for?
740 · Jul 2016
I CAN'T
sequoi eley Jul 2016
The sea is red, my soul is dark and buried. I hate everything, life, death, love, happiness. What is in it for me but disappointment and despair. I don't want pity, or loathing, or charity. I don't want you, I don't love you. I can't love you
If you can't love someone say so don't string them along for the ride, it never ends well for neither one of you
522 · Mar 2016
EXIT
sequoi eley Mar 2016
Exit
a way to get out
only for those that believe
And those that see
413 · Jun 2016
Are you a boy?
sequoi eley Jun 2016
You don’t put on makeup you are a boy. You don’t wear high heels you are a boy. You can’t walk like that you are boy. Take off that nail polish, that is for girls. Go out for football, or soccer, or baseball or something. You need to do something manly. If you don’t do anything manly then what are you doing here. If i catch you putting on makeup again, then you are gone, you are out of this house, i will not have a gay son in my house. What made you decide to be this way, i have always taught you the way of being a man, don’t stand a certain way. Go out with a girl i have never seen you with a girlfriend. When you get a wife you will respect her, treat her with kindness. What if i want a boyfriend? Then you are no son of mine. you will not get your hair dyed. You will not be a ****** under my roof, your mom allowed that stuff to go on, not me i will not stand for this. You either straighten up and find a girlfriend or you will be put on the street, with no one to care for you, no one to help you, or until you come to your senses and come crawling back to ask for my forgiveness. I will never forgive you. I will never come crawling back like a dog begging for food. I am who i am if you can’t accept that than you are no father. I will not sit here and let you drag me down, downgrade me to nothing, and tell me how to live my life. Telling me i have to do sports, telling me i have to love a girl to be a  guy. Telling me that i am not your son if i don’t stand a certain way or walk with a little swag or manly walk. I am still a man if i love another man. I am still a man if i wear lipstick or lipgloss. I am still a man if i am in touch with my feminine side. I am still a man if i try on my mother’s clothes because i miss her and hate her for leaving me with a homophobic, pathetic excuse for a father. I am me and if you want to throw me out, then throw me out, just know i will not be alone because unlike you i have friends that support and love who i am. I have friends that will care for me and will not let me rot on the side of the street. ARE YOU A BOY! Society wants you to stray in the shadow of a man. They do not want you to be your own person, they despise that. Now i’m not saying all of society is like this, but there is still part of society that is like this. Do not be the person society wants you to be, do not be the equivalent of the man they want you to be. Be yourself, be your own man, be you.
don't let anybody put you down, and get in the way of who you want to be, be yourself
308 · Oct 2016
LIKE
sequoi eley Oct 2016
Like the sun i blaze
like the moon i reflect
like the stars i shine
like a cut i bleed
like glass i break
like glue i hold together
like a heart i beat
like life i die
274 · Dec 2015
My Heart
sequoi eley Dec 2015
A ***** driver to fix my heart a knife to stab it tape to repair it
You to mend it
260 · Apr 2016
Untitled
sequoi eley Apr 2016
Life's a bore
but i don't really know what's in store
Love is overrated
but doesn't mean i can't try it
The world is hurt
but we care as much as we care for a tie dyed shirt
My house is big
but i look like a fallen tree twig
The fire is burning
but i feel nothing
School used to be fun
until a kid came in there with a gun
The teachers were great
but who knew i would be *****
My friends are fake
so i baked them a fake cake
Life's a bore
But what am i complaining for?
237 · May 2016
Random
sequoi eley May 2016
What is the world?
Why are we here?
Questions unanswered
Things untold
Time standing still
Life draining slowly
Hearts breaking into eternity
Love killing more than the war
Salvation is scarce
Hate is predominant
232 · Mar 2016
BIRTHDAY
sequoi eley Mar 2016
Today Is January 28th, today is my birthday, today I feel free, but today I don't feel love, love is far away from me, love will never love me, love doesnt find me, today I don't find love, but today I am free, but only today. Tomorrow I'll be in a cage, the next day I'll be In a cage, the next day after that I'll be in a cage. But today I lay by the fire, wondering, how it would feel to be free everyday, like I am on my birthday. Today my mother's voice rings through the house like an angry momma bear, but except instead of protecting her cub she's running away, leaving her cub stranded, leaving me stranded, alone, today, on my birthday. Today is January 28th, today I feel free,  tomorrow I will be free, the next day I will be free, the next day after that I will be free, and love, love will finally find me.
216 · Dec 2015
one word
sequoi eley Dec 2015
Punishment
Anger
Indignation
Nefandous

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