there was a period in time,
when i focused on two words:
and made them relevant punching
bags...
using the definite article i called
them:
the reflexive / the reflective...
strange "dichotomy" pivot to
conceive...
but i managed...
philosophy perhaps begins
with awe... but it sure as **** ends with
a vocab. fixation, vocab. being
the foundation...
the reflexive / the reflective belong
to a quadratic foundation,
two words are missing...
favorite gig? tool, glasgow...
could have been wolfmother in edinburgh...
but, see...
tool, glasgow...
a german girl...
she was thirsty, the maggot pit
was getting crowded...
plastic cups of water were being
passed...
there was the crushing sensation...
of beta males...
i gave her some water
from the passed plastic cups...
i drank some myself,
i passed the cup behind me...
after a while we started mingling:
i.e. kissing...
never miss an australian curly
haired afro from australia in
edinburgh: if you can help yourself...
after the gig she just stood there
like a mute madonna
waiting for me pick her up...
did i?
the *** would have probably
been great... but the kiss...
in the moment?
that's what kept the memory
alive...
again...
there was a time when i:
why isn't squash an olympic sport...
why does baseball,
rugby... have precursor justification
of olympic sports status
over squash?
i liked playing squash...
fun sport...
all you need is a cube canvas...
i still remember warming up
the rubber ball, till it became soft,
before you could play a game...
managing hyper-geometry
while smashing the ball against
the side-walls...
god... so much more fun worth
of a game compared to tennis...
it's... radical! 3D!
so came the reflexive "contra" the reflective...
a case closure of:
react to it immediately (reflexive),
or?
react to it by stalling, allowing the ontology
of man to "pleasure" of thinking:
i know that thought is regularly dissociated
from ontology,
gimp-strapped to pure empiricism:
no god: immediate reaction...
with not god: all you can "eat" /
spreschen dynamics...
if god doesn't exist...
speak whatever you want,
as much as you want...
but, to me? god is the source
of thought... hard to find a thinking man
in a godless society...
thinking goes out of the "window"
including "a" god... or: the plural
variation of splintered ambitions,
ambitions and authority...
mit meine liebhaber wie die
mund: ich leben alles dinge,
drapiert in quecksilber,
durch die licht sie umhüllt...
i already had a narrative...
well that's lost... but with my love for
for the deutzschezunge:
nein engländer kam
mein weg...
außer etwas blöd
amerikanisch...
geschätzt sack nase in überall...
deutsche: nutzen englischgrammatik...
"hoppla"!
ficker besser sprint!
the quadratic still remains...
reflexive (oh oh, it begins....)
readings books is a "b'ah b'ah"
sheepish: b'ah b'ah bad "thing"...
less worth of stutter...
safe compounds of the rich....
looking in, aren't you the lucky ones?
i guess you are...
but then again: i guess
you're not part of the garden state
project... ******* fannies...
***** go ****?!
**** offs....
heideggeer...
qabbalah...
20th century peoples,
associated with the reflexive
sentiment(s)...
imitation...
what is imitation when lacking
intimidation?
ah....
the reflexive "aspect" is stimulation...
can't exactly stimulate upon
a "gratification" of: the algebra of x...
we live in times of contra-stimulation...
simulation prone...
when "once upon a time"
the reflexive,
when "once upon a time"
the reflective....
when thinking was allowed...
and god was disavowed...
what thinking?!
there's as much of god in
the "discussion" as there's thought...
atheism gave birth to the sophists...
what would the rekindled
variation of the belief in the gods
revel in, sophistry contra solipsism?
bate nook and a boredom
affair of atheism...
the reflexive: imitation /
intimidation... stimulation...
the reflective: imagining /
coerce...
simulation...
these days people are not exactly
prone to 19th century into 20th century
translations of stimulation...
stimulation: being a reflexive term...
these days?
people are more prone to
the simulation, a: "reflective" term...
it doesn't have to be real to be "real"...
people reject the "concept"
of reality like might react
to antibiotics...
not exactly clarity borne...
once upon a time...
people were reflexive: stimulated...
these days?
people are reflective: simulated...
and in the latter sense?
hardly... ever willing to be responsive...
the crisis in england...
super-bugs... the antithesis of
antibiotics...
hence? the missing T...
reflexive "vs." reflective...
stimulated "vs." simulated...
such puny thesaurus differences...
so now everything in the deutsche
ist ****-isch?
wow! wunderbar!
mögen sie mögen mir!
englischsprechendwelt vereinen!
spät kommen
how many people can associate
this observation into their daily diet,
of the fact that
clenching your teeth,
relaxes your eyebrows,
from frowning?
maybe that rammstein song:
rosenrot,
about paedophilia?
if you're 18,
and she's 14, and you're
dating her older sister your age,
but then: love at first sight
suffocates you...
you're almost 33,
she's in her 20s...
you kept that whole
"love at first sight" *******...
came the weimar, berliner gay
troops...
with their
regenbogenvorhang,
anti:
starr,
anti:
streng
anti:
eisen, bügeln...
kommt der zeppeline!
how many definite articles
does german please
allow to clarify? die contra der?
yes? well... that's a...
lohnend anfang...
kommen sie,
ich werden einst mehr....
how many people can associate
this observation into their daily diet,
of the fact that
clenching your teeth,
relaxes your eyebrows,
from frowning?
see... i have a fetish for german...
this english: a little bit of something,
"that", "other", "******"?
well... whatever frees me from
russian...
i'll clearly succomb to speak
this language,
top escape the russians...
but, i just have to....
schleppen diese deutschzunge;
ich unterlassen sie
mögen es...
i just became aware of the polacks...
favouring loan-words from
neighbouring canons of tongue...
i figured: the rest is history...
to have to despair over
a sense of continuinity...
within the confines
of a biological reality,
when biological reality is currently
being undermined?
really?!
i'm supposed to give a ****,
about that sort of *******?!
how about:
an idea transcends the confines
of biology,
what if the kantian
categorical imperative
also implies....
transcending ***,
the casual act of ***,
the anti-darwinian aspect
of ***: *** for pleasure,
recreation, *******,
and not the origin impetus...
what is the categorical
"imperative" of ***,
these days?
i'm the one who's
"****** up"?
what about referencing cats...
reptiles in a mammalian disguise?
to bypass the misnomer...
to call red, red,
to call banana yellow,
to call it: no black swan...
to call...
how would one attempt
transcendence
of the categorical imperative?
misnomer, purposive,
or non-purposive,
loosely associated
with poetic freedoms to
"misnomer" /
not address expression
of jurisprudnece,
too closely associated with
juggling a thesaurus...
what now?
ich haben gelernt ihre englisch,
jetzt ich suchen für eine flucht!
wenn nein an land,
bei zuletzt: im mein kopf.
the ship is sinking,
the rats are bailing out first.