I wanna taste ya, I wanna take you away girl..(away from all the **** ****2)...all the **** ****..that you gotta (deal wit2)...me girl Yeah..(I wanna taste2)..I wanna (take you away girl2).(away from all the **** ****2)..all the **** ****..that you gotta (deal wit *2)...me girl Yeah..Just (deal wit me girl Yeah2)..(just deal wit me2)..(deal wit me2)..(just deal wit me2)..Shawty.. Yeah..

Deal with me girl so what's the deal girl, what is real girl..what is real love girl,..What is true...What's happening..What's up..wit you..baby me &  you..that's what's good.. Uhh, Young Ston Babygirl you need a soulja baby I'll be the  whole troop for you if you want me to..girl, I'm willing to do whatever I need to do for you, Yeah baby so..(you believe Dat2)..Imma be there whenever you need me, best believe Dat Imma treat ya, how you supposed to be treated..(Yeah
You best believe girl2)..best believe Yeah..you best believe me. Yeah believe Dat..Uhh Aye..best believe girl..you best believe girl, you best believe Yeah..you best believe me....(best believe Dat, Yeah you best believe girl2)..believe dat..
I won't tell you no lies baby..I will never cheat on ya..(you best believe Dat2)...believe me..Aye..Baby  Yeah..


(I wanna taste you, I wanna take you away girl2)..away..(from all the **** ****,yeah2)...that you gotta deal wit..Uhh..,just (deal wit girl *2)...Yeah,.. You (best believe girl2)..I wanna taste you,..I wanna take you away girl..(away from all the **** ****2)..,that you gotta (deal wit2) me girl..(just deal wit me Yeah2)..Deal wit me girl...

I'll protect you like you my Louis Lane boo, baby Yeah believe dat, believe in me, Dat your heart won't be in pieces no more baby & if it is already baby I'll be a mechanic & fix it..forget them other worthless man, that you have been wit, I'll put them in their place, if you need me to, Babygirl Aye..Imma keep it real, Imma keep it gangsta wit you..You gone need me, best believe Dat, yeah best believe girl, baby Imma put it down on you daily,..every chance I get..Imma give you love baby..Yeah true love girl..Imma have you screaming, Imma have you moaning, like "Young Ston you the man, like "**** Daddy you the best ..I ever had".. Uhh..Yeah I know dat already baby..girl just take this **** yeah, take it all in like some good kush babygirl, don't exhale it, just let the good smoke marinate  in yo mind & yo lungs for 30 seconds, then cough it all out..

Aye Shawty being wit me..is like being in another dimension baby being wit me is a new reality, Aye..Its another universal feeling being wit me girl , you (best believe Dat..2)..I ain't like another man, they so regular that's so unoriginal, & I ain't even tryna spitt no player **** to you baby..boo, I'm rhyming from my heart girl, Yeah this song was written  deep down  from my soul girl..I really love you girl..This song is only dedicated to (you2), know who you are , You my (boo,2)..You so sweet, you my favorite candy, girl..Oo..Oo.., (best believe Dat2)..you my only woman too..Oo..Oo.
It's just (you2)..the only one dat I think about girl...boo, its just (you2)..the one when I fall asleep, I dream about (you2..)..Aye & when I wake up  Im still thinking about (you2)..(just you2)..

I lust after you..& only (you2)..is all I really care for girl.. (Yeah you2)..(just you,Yeah2)..
I  adore..(you2)..girl Yeah..Yeah..just (you2)..baby..Yeah..Yeah..
Best believe it's just..(you2)..(just you2)..be on my mind so much Shawty..,I'm so crazy in love wit you..****, I gotta put a ring on you soon, when I find ya best believe dat..(you best believe girl2)...you best believe.. (Yeah2)..Best believe me, best believe (Dat2)..

I wanna taste you..Yeah..I wanna take you (away girl2)..(away from all the fucc ****2)..Yeah..from...(all the **** ****2)..that you gotta (deal wit2)..me girl..deal wit me girl..deal wit me Yeah...just (deal wit me,girl2)..(deal wit me2)..,you best believe girl..,(deal wit me girl2)..(deal wit me2)..,you best believe girl..,(deal wit me3)..girl, Yeah you best believe girl, you best believe, (deal wit me..3)

All dressed up
With nowhere to go
A phone full of numbers
With no one to call
Guess I should have replied
To all the messages I got sent
Instead, I shut everyone out
That when you pay the price
In behind these lonely eyes
Lies dormant emotions inside
Ready to awaken from this slumber
Oh how I wish I could rewind
Make better decision in my life

Sympathy ain't found here
You made your own decisions
It should be crystal clear
Why you're all alone
Staring at your shadow
Upon the wall
Hoping, waiting for somebody to call

That is when you hear
Just deal with it
No, I won't give in
Just deal with it
Can't shake this
Sinking feeling
I won't just deal with it
I won't give in
I'll keep fighting
till my last breath
I won't just deal with it
Deal with it

Late night drives
Just don't work like they used to
I need someone till fills this void
There's a hole in my soul
Looking for a spark
Looking for a jumpstart
To reenergize my heart
There's something in my mind
Trying to stay optimistic
That it'll all be okay
But there's still no sign
Of an end to all this rain
There still no cure
To this pain.

Sympathy ain't found here
You made your own decisions
It should be crystal clear
Why you're all alone
Staring at your shadow
Upon the wall
Hoping, waiting for somebody to call

That is when you hear
Just deal with it
No, I won't give in
Just deal with it
Can't shake this
Sinking feeling
I won't just deal with it
I won't give in
I'll keep fighting
till my last breath
I won't just deal with it
Deal with it

They say home is where the heart is
Never has a line ever been so true
That why I'm out in the darkness
Searching for you
Looking for a little light
To brighten my sky
Somehow I hold onto hope
Everything's gonna work out right
Somehow I figure
I'm gonna find you
At just the right time

Sympathy ain't found here
You made your own decisions
It should be crystal clear
Why you're all alone
Staring at your shadow
Upon the wall
Hoping, waiting for somebody to call

That is when you hear
Just deal with it
No, I won't give in
Just deal with it
Can't shake this
Sinking feeling
I won't just deal with it
I won't give in
I'll keep fighting
till my last breath
I won't just deal with it
Deal with it

©2017 Written By Benji James

we'll strike a deal
oh yes we will
we'll strike a deal
oh yes we will

a firm prop I'll be for you
and in turn you'll prop me up too
ain't that a deal
just made for we two

we'll strike a deal
oh yes we will
we'll strike a deal
oh yes we will

we two hanging together
our prop defying all kinds of weather
the deal suiting us just fine
we'll stick it out in the rain and sunshine

we'll strike a deal
oh yes we will
we'll strike a deal
oh yes we will

my unwavering prop for you
and yours for me
that's a deal sealed with
an iron clad guarantee

we'll strike a deal
oh yes we will
we'll strike a deal
oh yes we will

our deal being lifelong
we two melding ever so strong
a perpetual pact
that just can't go wrong

we'll strike a deal
oh yes we will
we'll strike a deal
oh yes we will

So What’s The Real Deal...
In This World Nowadays... ?!?

Because People For Real...
Are Getting... IRATE... !!!

Due To Vaccine Mandates...
And Government Claims...
That Corona Has Made...
Us All Have To Change...
The Way We Behave...

And Of Course VACCINATE...
So That We Can Stay Safe... !!!

But Protests Are RISING...
Due To The Downsizing...
of Wages And Payments...
As If They’re In STASIS... !!!

But What Is The Basis...
For Claims That Their Making...
In All of Their Statements... ?!?

Because... Depopulation...
Is What... Some Are Saying...
Is Why This Reset’s...
Setting New Precedents... ?!?

And Now The U.S....
Has A New President...
Who Wants To Progress...
To Seeing Vaccines...
Become Mandatory...
For... FED Employees...
To Stop This Disease...
From Spreading Quickly... !!!

So What’s The Real Deal... ?!?

Do We Really All Need...
To Be... VACCINATED...
Because It’s MANDATED... ?!?

Or Because of The THREAT...
of More... CORONA DEATHS... !!!

Because of This Virus...
That’s Killing In Silence... !!!

And What’s The Real Deal...
With This Track And Trace Tech... ?!?

Does It Really Reveal...
And In Turn Then Protect... ???

Virus Infected Heads... !?!

Instead of Cause STRESS...
Due To Pings That Direct...

People To Stay Home...
Or In Quarantine Zones...

Is This Tech What Is Best...
To Help Hinder The Spread...
of This... DEADLY Virus... ?!?

Is The Info CORRECT...
In The Messages Sent... ?!?

Or Does It Have DEFECTS...
That Need To Be CHECKED... ?!?

Because What Is REAL...
Is That World Governments...
And Pharma Companies...
Are Known To Conceal...
And Keep ***** Secrets... !!!

That Generally Tend...
To Embrace The PRETENCE...
of Doing What’s Best...
For Peoples’ Progress...

But Are We Progressing...
Or Are We Regressing... ?!?

What Is The REAL DEAL...
With Where We Are Heading... ?

Because I Now Feel...
That Big Tech Investment...

Will Cause A Recession...
GREATER Than Depressions...
That Have Come Before...
When Inflation SOARS...
And Causes The Poor...
To Want To Start Wars...
That Will Cause An UPROAR...
That Hurt People For Sure... !!!

While Actors Tread Boards...
And Promote The New Cause...

of MASS VACCINATIONS...
In Ways That Are BLATANT...
Because of The Payments...
That Keep Them Located...
In... FANCY Locations... !!!

Because of The Deals...
That Keep Their Lips SEALED...
When It Comes To What’s REAL... !!!

Because They Now Seem...
To Mostly Join Teams...
of Heads Who Mistake...
What’s Real For What’s Fake... !!!

So What’s The Real Deal...
With All These Famous Names... ?!?

Are They Just Slaves With Chains...
Who’d Rather NOT Play...
... The REALITY Game... !?!

Because What They Lack...
Is The Strength To Make Stands...
That Deal In What’s REAL...
Instead of Fake Tans...

And Claims That AREN'T FACT...
When It Comes To Attacks...
And The Usage of Blacks...
To Act Like The Man...
Who Was Played By Sam Jack... !!!

In... Django Unchained...

Showing TRAITOROUS Ways...
Like A Snitching Inmate... !!!

The Real Deal Is What’s Fake...
So Has Imprisoned Brains...
To Believe What Is Said...
By Those In Governments...
And Our Employment Heads...

As Well As Their Friends...
Who Set Financial Trends... !!!

It’s Time For MORE TRUTH...
And LESS Evidence...
That We Have Been Fooled...
By Lies And Pretence... !!!

That Have Now Reduced...
... Rebellious Heads...
When Laws Are Now Set...
That Will Clearly PROTECT...

Heads In Law Enforcement...
From Facing Judgement...
For Acts of... Violence...
Against Those Who Protest...

Which Is Why Some Now Feel...
That This New Age RESET...

Will Just Create STRESS...
And A World of PROBLEMS... !!!

While The Sheeple Consent...
To... WHATEVER Is Said...
By Groups Like The... UN... !!!

Well This Little Poem...
Has A Question For Them...

That For Once Needs An Answer...
That DOES Keep It Real... !!!

When It Comes To The DRAMA...
That’s Now Part of Life’s Meal...

“ What Is The Real Deal ? “

May we not discuss long run dividend payments model today?
Student asks.
Can you suggest which Deal Model is suited for us?
Lecturer replies:
Deal or No deal
Posh eggs or humble eggs
were not at BREXIT hands
A voice of Saint chanting:  
Where there is a will there is always a deal.
Is this the best moment to have a silent choir class instead?
Lecturer announces.

Deal or No Deal A tribute to Florence Bentley
Deal or No Deal her favourite host would say
Noel Edmonds to her just a mere youngster
Fun and the thrill of it all is what she liked
A gift she had and many more amongst her.

In her youth she looked like a film star
Stunningly beautiful like Marilyn Monroe
Laughter was important to her
Met with a smile and a “mind how you go”

She would giggle and had a twinkle in her eye
That twinkle staying to the bitter end
Our mum has lost a supportive sister
And a lifelong best friend.

Now that we are met with sorrow in our hearts
But then she would not want that – not our flo
So with a brave smile on all of our faces
We say farewell aunty flo and mind how you go

My Auntie Flo passed away a couple of years ago but most days I still think about her.
She was cheerful always and an absolute star. I read my poem out at her funeral and as her final curtains closed I read the last line out, with a brave smile for her then crumbled.
She was 97 when she passed away and worked all of her life.  Once again Auntie Flo this is for you.

Wake up in the morning 
Ready, I get. 
Beautiful I look.
Set, I go. 
Thinking to myself is it love or a business deal...

I look at him with eyes that are scared to blink. 
Kiss on the cheek, he gives. 
Fake smile he throws.
Floating words he utters. 
Fucken lies he tells. 
Thinking to myself is it a business deal or love...

Plumpy I look, 
Lovely I speak. 
But scared is my heart 
And lost am I. 
Thinking to myself is it love or a business deal...

Rich, is he.
Poor am I. 
Painted he looks,
Crooked is his smile. 
Money he throws,
Money I catch. 
Diamonds he gives,
Crystal I wear.
Dull is the mood 
And Gloomy are we. 
Closed is his heart, 
Beating fast is mine. 
Thinking to myself is it a business deal or love...

In his house we arrive 
The main door closes. 
Romes around the house
Curtains he rolls down
Dim are the lights. 
In his room we go
Carefully he lays me down
Slowly he kisses me 
Gently he touches me...
Softly he taps my *****
Turned on is he
Rough he throws me 
Hard he ***** me.
Thinking to myself is it love or a business deal...

Satisfied is he !!
Horrible I feel!!
Shallow I look!!
Shaking are my legs and cold are my thighs. 
Disgusted I look!!
Sick I feel!! 
Ashamed am I. 
Glowing is he, 
Truly he smiles. 
HE HAS DONE HIS BUSINESS!!!
Cold is my heart,
Lovely he speaks. 
Shut is my mouth. 
Warm is the mood. 
HE HAS DONE HIS BUSINESS!!!
Thinking to myself was it a business deal or love...

Resentful am I towards a man,
Afraid is my heart to love, 
Dubious am I to trust. 
Depressed am I behind closed doors, 
Ugly is my reflection in the mirror.
Death is what I want to achieve, 
Suicide I attempt
Knowing it was a business deal
Fake love he perceived.
Torn apart am I,
Broken is my heart...
HE HAS DONE HIS BUSINESS...

It's not a big deal to tear apart the happy picture I posted.
It really doesn't matter.
But it did.
Because a month ago I couldn't smile like that
A month ago I would've been afraid someone would see right through me
A month ago I was afraid of people like you and I guess I still am.
The big deal is, even though I wasn't meant to see what you were saying I still did.
The big deal is seeing that happy picture on her lit up screen made me feel for the first time since I've been happy, that cut wrists would make this feel better.