Crush blooms in silence,
Life fades, cold doom's resonance,
Echoes fill the void.

I died as i sip, the last inch drop of memories...
Tasteless, unfragrant, fragmented vacancies...

Recollecting, regulating the blurry negligible visions...
Recalling, rewriting, summarizing the Summaries

It felt like Treachery, disregarding this treasury...
life is a Memory, and then it is nullity...

Or at least that's what the wise man said...

We drown ourselves in each shot and swim out with a sigh
Sometimes with a gloom and sometimes with a smile

But in the end, both fades away,
And oh how quickly they fade away...

As if waves washing away our names written on the shore...
it fades out to presence, to sense another sore

sores, like old chest boxes, we dive deep in each,
swimming into it's memories, bone narrow they breached

like Leeches, we **** on our melancholy as we silently screech
watching pains as days turning to wrinkles, as closer we reach

We build our future, though we live for the past...
We all get obsessed and we all get attached...
We move forward to looking back trying to find a meaning...
But after all, Life is a memory, and then it is nothing...

Or at least that's what the wise man said

I see clouds in the sky, made of rope, knotted Stark...
No light through this boundless horizon, only glowing Dark...
Reached the point with no more milestones to Postpone...
In the end, I'll be the forgotten bones under dusty Tombstone...

I carry the knapsack of my empty actions thru this way of Perdition...
As I look Behind All in my Sight is My failed Ambition...
Footprints tells wrong steps, breaks and failures I made...
There won't be another chance, and no catharsis can make Change...

soundless Screams through day, void susurrations in the Dark...
and this Grotesque expression is my last standing Mark...
each wrinkles on my face tells a story of Pain...
I'm still standing here and slowly going to Fade...

The everlasting taste of dirt, from hitting the ground...
In this cataclysm of Misery I will be Drowned...
Complicated with contradictions, cant be fit into any Ism...
Let my soul through crystal, outcome will be reverse working Prism...

Traveled in this labyrinthine road and every moment I have Waste...
Farewell to You Ephemera World, I farewell with Distaste...
Soon or late I will be forgotten, there's no further pass in this Impasse...
and when they recall memories of me, with only a Sigh, they'll Pass...

Vain I was, until I saw your eyes...
From the beginning I felt like a reanimated corpse...

Empty I was, with your Charm you filled My life...
Like a Blank canvas you filled it with colors...

Felt the rapture, for I've touched your face...
Like launching a Rusty old ship after years...

Waltzing I was, with the waves of love at a mild pace...
Without knowing this feeling would ever disappear...

Reflection of your eyes was the star of My direction...
and your smile became My healing potion...

I was fully occupied by your affection...
Your Perfection was Vast, alas I was no match for Devotion...

enthralled by this love, Felt delighted...
I was ready to get Sunk by your Mythical sirens...

And Thus I wished Forever we'd be Undivided...
As I'm Calm By Your side, Through storm, through Silence...

...

You knew our love will not last, Yet you made no sentence...
Left me all wandering, like a Displaced ghost...

Like a Roaring Sea, You Burst all I had, left me to evanescence...
All I asked was to get back to your peaceful coast...

Weak to resist the Feelings from the Inside...
whiplashed My soul as the waves doing it to the seashore on a stormy night...

Everyone have a star, for it brightens up their Dark Nights...
Yet Mine, just an illusional illumination of a dead light...

What Turned our love into a misery? I have no Wisdom
All that Remains is a Collided Heart and a shattered soul

Elation Drops like the falling Leaves in the Autumn...
and I have accepted this blight, for I have no control...

You Drowned Me deep in to your immeasurable black sea...
Slowly Fading away, going lifeless, Going cold

I still would like to Admire and Adore thee
As I'm not empty anymore, I'm Full of perfect holes...

These writings of mine,
filled with fantasies by the mind,
nothing expresses the rawness more-

Poems of I,
should be plain, terse, and mild
Buried the inaudible words,
overused metaphor...

Thus I shall recast my lines,
'I feel perfectly fine-'
Never trust these words of mine,
as I am full of eroding sores...

Amour... This incurable Doleful Malady...
Spreading Deep into my Veins...

Setting up the most beautiful Tragedy...
Making me irresistible to my strains...

there's a proverb about this Reality...
You oughta suffer, if you're seeking Joy...

though I am welcoming this lethal Agony...
with all its beauties, with all its Annoys...

...

this Sickness with no Remedy...
Left me at your hands, the only Healing...

might be an unaware act of insanity...
loving this Despondent feeling...

like an open scar it burns, but it burns lovelily...
Makes me look insane loving this Woe...

but I'm having you as the Solace of my Malady...
Though I am sure Relief will soon Glow...