I don't care about
A standing ovation
Or a storm of applauding
Faceless crowds
All I care about is being applauded
By the right people

I've planned my escape
Long before you've made your move
I see the light now
And I'm moving towards it
My checkmate in sight
I'm gonna leave and you'll be left behind
Keep bidding and keep planning
I've already made my dismise.

Lucky are those whose destiny
Is choosen for them
For I feel their path
Is clear cut and laid out
They know what they are meant to be
They've had enough time to accept it
Unlike me for mine judgement
Is clouded with antsy and fear
With doubt and uncertainty
The future I foresee is out of my control
That makes me feel forlorn
Will all the risks be worth at the end ?
I frequent that path
Maybe I need to hold on
Till the end of the tunnel
When the light will reveal my place
And there will be no one
But myself to blame
Then I shall accept it raw

I've stayed awake
Staring at the start sky
For heaven's sake
Let their be lightening
Let their be thunder
Let their be a full blown perfect storm
So great, it'll leave me asunder
Lord knows what's going on.
Surely the storm and my beats
Go by the same rhythm
Someday when you return
Curiosity will lead you forward
And you'll steal a peak outside
That day you'll know
To what my eyes dilutes
To what my heart beats
The unknown world oh so hidden
Like a starling pearl in its oyster
You shall see the depths
Of my thoughts

I hate that you are so far away,
I hate that we have the distance.
I hate knowing that I'll have to be patient,
I wish I could meet you again.
I would if I could believe me,
I wish I wouldn't have to wait no more.
I thought the wait was over
I wish I was wrong and I wish I was strong
I hope that i could see you again.
I miss seeing your face.
I hope we would hang around.
Like friends are supposed to do,
I hope i will see you again,
i hope lord will grant me that bliss
I hope you know,
That i miss you everyday
When the sun rises from the horizon
Till it goes back in its cave,
To do it all again

I've loved writing words
That I'm sure nobody would purposefully read
Yet, I truly hope they like it and read it
I hope people get me
Understand what I'm trying to say.
I hope that someday teachers teach my poems,
Disect it mercilessly to understand it,
It would be so much easier just to ask the poet.
Although I hope I'm not dead by then.
I'd love people to read my words
And appreciate it like my friends do.

I don't know what to say
When someone hearts my poems
I'm grateful that my broken heart
Makes you love again .

Take a leap of faith with me,
Come with me.
Let my eyes test you
We'll jump off this cliff
Before they get us
And never look back.