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Contemplations.
Inside and
outside.
Here to
there.
Contemplation.
Outside world.
What’s seen.
Observed.
Nature
of things.
Why things
are?
Much to
mull.
Yet finite.
Inside world.
Within the
mind.
Connected,
yet apart.
Vistas infinite.
Possibilities
endless.
Yet finite.
Limited.
Contemplating
within
confined
bounds.
With
what’­s
supplied.
Brain
power.
What limited
computing
power can
muster.
Cannot
imagine
what cannot
be imagined.
Much to
ponder.
Light,
The light from above has bestowed upon me the urge to dance, despite it all, all, all. A spark has spread a little fire—the music never stopped, despite it all.  

Affection,
Facing slowly—affection all over the floor. Summer has not started yet, but there is heat, devotion, warmth in absence. I nod to the sun. I turn towards the dappled, bronzed skin of mine.

Jazz,
There is something ferocious living inside this four-cornered apartment, where the absence of childhood has taken half my life—but there are flowers, flowers in my head. Slowly dancing in the whiskers of the afternoon—velvety, yes, velvety notes striking the rhythm of my body. Swaying, swaying, almost lost in the murmur of the piano—the saxophone aggravates the thrill in my bones. I look up at the ceiling; colors start to swirl even more. Strings spill like liquid—smooth and endless, more and more. Conversing here and there, I am alive again.  

“Turn your face towards the sun,” they say. I dreamed of my childhood, and the heat of the sun felt like slow jazz in the afternoon.
I wrote this for 10 minutes because jazz made me feel alive today.

jazz is for ordinary people - berlioz
 Mar 12 Maryann I
dee
I wield a non-physical entity buried underneath
subcutaneous tissue, muscles, and bones.
I can animate the principles of a living being with ease.
Though the essence of my soul is at war
with its own morality.
All the different aspects of me leak from my pores,
they burn my skin as if they weren't just a part of me.
others clash together and form into something unrecognizable.
I am in a battle between words and sensations.
A plethora of conflicts placed within me.
I am just an Individual.
I am one person and I hold the guilt of my innocence.
Hopefully one day the scales may tip in my favor.
I've thought of waving the white flag
having the potential to survive physical death.
I am a delicate being.
know that there's more inside of me
than what I allow you to see.
I love this, I love her.
 Mar 12 Maryann I
Sunny
Half moon eyes before me
Illuminated my hidden means
I can see you, darling
Even in my highest vanity

Was there ever the need to worry?
We felt the fire of hell
Yet we picture it
In a heavenly way

Give me the soul at my fingertips
Give me the blood!
What a night with the bright stars
Burning all of my desires

We were once one,
But for tonight...
Give me the freedom of wanting you
Like how they want you too

Come lit my moonlighted skin
Come on, come close
Half moon eyes before me
Paint over my white collarbone
 Mar 12 Maryann I
Sunny
I don't really picture you
When i picture us
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𝐴 𝑣𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠,
ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑏𝑦, 𝑖𝑛 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑝𝑜𝑡𝑠.
𝐿𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎𝑛 𝑒𝑓𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑎,
𝑡𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑛𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑔𝑖𝑎

𝐿𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑛 𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑙
𝑌𝑒𝑡, 𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑒𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑙.
𝑊𝑎𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑧𝑧𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑠𝑐𝑒,
𝑏𝑢𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑠.  

𝐴 𝑅𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑦,  
𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑢𝑟𝑝𝑙𝑒 ℎ𝑦𝑎𝑐𝑖𝑛𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑓 𝑎𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑦.
𝐴𝑛 𝑖𝑑𝑦𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑐 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑦,
𝑓𝑒𝑤 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑜𝑐ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑐𝑦.  

𝐼𝑛 𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑔𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑟𝑎,  
𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛' 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑎.
𝐶𝑎𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑎𝑛 𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑟𝑎,  
𝐾𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛' 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑎  

𝑇ℎ𝑜' 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑑𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑎,
𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑎.
There are days that are dreary, hard to forget ain't it?
but even amidst those we also had idyllic memories filled with
happiness.
Please remember that even amidst the dreary skies,
there's always a glimpse of light...
Goodluck out there, keep on living..

Dreary days doesn't last forever..
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