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Tell me,
is it just a dream
made up of tears?
Because I always feared
somebody’s watching me.
I’m just an average man,
working an average
nine to five.

When I come home
at dead of night,
I bolt the door real tight.
Dark figures,
crawling beneath my skin.
A million eyes burning,
lurking in the long,
black void of midnight.
Walls clawed
like sharp knives
by hungry hands.
A horror scene
of the Truman Show,
rotting in my own home.

I always feel like
somebody’s watching me.
Not friends.
Not neighbors.
Not the mailman,
the IRS or the law.

But fifteen missing bodies
I take time to bury.
Faces flicker in static,
the TV hiss—
Their names bleed
all over news channels.
Behind mildew walls
decorated in the
smell of decay.
Floorboards
creaking like bones.

Beneath me,
there are deep secrets
twisting and turning.
Lost voices whisper,
and colorless eyes
of the uncanny,
staring, following,
stretching unnaturally
at dead of night.
Hell, I’ve paid the price—

Everybody’s watching me.
It's been a while since I wrote something on this website and im sorry about that, it's been a while and I had a lot of things on my plate! anyways this was inspired by the song "Somebody's watching me" by Rockwell and I had the darkest, twisted idea of what if he was a murderer the whole time and the bodies he buried are now coming back to haunt him...

Anyways I hope u enjoy my poem!
Thank you for the support and I love all of y'all!
Erenn 1d
The kid in me still runs barefoot
through the wet grass of memories
chasing fireflies I mistook for stars
making wishes on broken things—
a cracked marble
a fading photo
a silence that once held a voice.
He still believes that love is forever
that goodbyes are just pauses—
that people mean what they say
when they say “always.”

The kid in me
writes letters he never sends,
draws hearts in fogged-up glass
waits for someone to come back—
someone who never said they were leaving.
He still hides under the blanket
when thunder hits too close
Still counts the seconds—
between lightning and loss.
But he’s quieter now.
Softer.
He knows things
children should never have to know—
the weight of unspoken words
the ache of holding on—
to hands that stopped holding back

There is a romance in ruin
He found it
He made poetry—
from the echoes in an empty room
learned to love the ghosts who stayed behind.
The kid in me still waits at the window
believing the world—
might come home one day
with flowers,
with apologies,
with a voice that sounds like safety

But I don’t tell him the truth.
I let him wait
Because some lies
are too beautiful to outgrow.
And maybe—
just maybe—
he’s the only part of me
that still believes—
in something worth waiting for.



Erennwrites

The prophets wore it,
woven of thorns and laughter..
the jeering crown,
the mark of those
who dared to name the truth.

Kierkegaard wore it,
penned as insane,
pushed to the margins
by voices too clever
to risk listening.

The fool’s crown
is given freely
to any who refuse silence,
to any who lift their voice
against the beast,
against the fortress,

  against the lie.

It weighs heavy;
not of gold
but of ridicule,
a diadem of mockery,
a garland of exile.

Yet it fits more honestly
than all the jeweled circlets
worn by the deceivers,

for it is fashioned
from truth spoken aloud.

If the crown is madness,
let it rest heavy.
For it is made of truth,

and truth is the only jewel
worth bearing.


In every age there are voices that attempt to confuse liberation with license, or ******* with freedom. Erich Fromm named this distortion with surgical precision:
the flight from freedom is not into responsibility but into its counterfeit—submission to external idols or the exaltation of an isolated, empty self. To have without being, to enthrone pathology over love, is the mark of an age that has lost sight of its own humanity.

Kierkegaard, long before, had already discerned this same danger. His warning was not abstract but painfully exact:
when the crowd forsakes truth, when reason itself is inverted, what should be called sickness is exalted as health, and the very house of care becomes an asylum of unreason.

It is here we remember his words: “People demand freedom of speech as a compensation for the freedom of thought which they seldom use. And when reason is banished from the asylum, madness passes for wisdom, and truth is left to cry in the wilderness.”

History brands its truth-tellers as fools, its prophets as madmen. Kierkegaard bore that crown. So did the prophets before him. To be mocked, dismissed, and pushed aside is the inheritance of all who dare speak truth against silence. This piece embraces the crown of madness—not as shame, but as the only crown worth wearing.

And if the crown feels unbearable, take heart.. others have worn it, others have staggered beneath its weight, and even in their anguish they saw it as the strange seal of truth. Kierkegaard himself, mocked and maligned, turned his scorn into a confession of holy madness. His words remind us what it means to bear such a crown…

"No, I won't leave the world--I'll enter a lunatic asylum and see if the profundity of insanity reveals to me the riddles of life. Idiot, why didn't I do that long ago, why has it taken me so long to understand what it means when the Indians honour the insane, step aside for them?
Yes, a lunatic asylum--don't you think I may end up there?"
~S.K.
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When I arrived in Brazil  

There were signs that said I was meant to be

Here

An immense feeling of deja vu in Mangabeiras Park

Tangled vines I had seen in my dreams

And other portents long forgotten



Now I understand those dreams were

Landing beacons

Welcoming me to familiar foreign grounds

A long-lost wanderer

In strange armor overgrown

Barely recognizable



They beckoned me to land



I consulted my charts  

They declared hardships

But hinted at wonders

So I stayed, I stayed, I stayed



Time has since stripped away my armor



No longer wandering,  

I am finally home
Is never sufficient,
Always lacking
In its allocation.

Thoughts demand
Extension.
Lives ache
For replenishment.

But time
Is Scrooge-like—
Clutching its wealth,
Refusing
Generosity.
I want the suffering to end.
I'm sick of the flashbacks,
the cutting,
the pain.
Everything that life brings me,
I'm ******* tired of.

I want the hallucinations to go away.
It scares me to hear someone call my name,
or to see someone stand by my door,
only to realize there's no one there.
It almost makes me sad
that my brain made it up
and none of it was real.

I want to feel free again.
I'm done sleeping on my parents' bedroom floor,
and being consumed by an addiction to self destruction.
I want to be free of thoughts and compulsions to harm myself in any way I can.

I want it all to end.
Warning- This poem is about suicide and may be triggering to some.

I hope you'll miss me when I'm gone.
I don't know if you will,
or if you even care about me at all,
but if you do,
I hope you'll miss me when I'm gone.

I hope you'll come to my funeral.
Maybe you'll bring me flowers,
or cry while I lay lifeless in my casket.
I hope you'll miss me when I'm gone.

If I survive I hope you'll visit me in the hospital.
Even though you've really hurt me,
it would be nice to see your face again,
so I know that you care.
I hope you'll miss me when I'm gone.
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