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Pepper Dove Feb 2020
Outside my window, dull light peers through
bringing with it a solemn feeling, cold and still
an ache deep within, to escape to faraway places
filled with the warmth of the sun, warming me to my bones
awakening my soul, like an old candle finally lit
a burning, a yearning to brighten this room
casting whimsical shadows on the walls, stories to tell all
of worries turned into hopes, learn to cope anyways
move on with the day, skip along to the song playing
playfully in my heart, dancing like a child
alone in her room, singing into her brush
hair in a tangled mess, I must confess
the music caressed, moving me to a rhythm only my soul knows
blind to the outside world, on the other side
of my window.
When the winter blues kicks in at full, all you have to do to cope
is let the inner child out
Pepper Dove Feb 2020
I can always tell when my life is beginning to fall apart by the mere glimpse of my ******, torn and gnawed to the bone fingertips. A reflection of my internal chaos, now exposed. Revealing my lack of will power to resist the urge when life’s mundane patterns and stress-induced anxiety take over. There’s something to be said when your toenails become longer than your fingernails. I’d say it says that it's time for a manicure of the soul. ****, a pedi wouldn’t hurt either.
A pattern I've noticed when I'm not at my "A-Game" in life. I think I'll use it as a red-flag to pick myself back up again. It's time to nourish my soul.
Pepper Dove Jan 2020
I sit still
with my mind in a haze
a state of dullness
trapped within this cage
I'm in a place
not too far away
from here
can't really say
can't really stay
with nothing to give
nothing
to give
yet,
I pay the price
in change
I'm not the same person
to
never settle
just get up and go
Nowadays I lay back
and go with the flow
so tell me

Tell me how many times
do I
got to tell
you
that I'm so tired
of waiting for you to
see me through
see me
for me
this,
loneliness is
so ******* crippling.
Pepper Dove Jan 2020
I sit here
And let my mind wander
Down silly paths
Pondering the past
Wondering why some things
Last
A shadow casts
My silouhette trying to stand
Tall
But small
Is how I feel
As I fall
To knees pleading
I'm not really sure how I'm feeling
These days, become all the same
Mundane
Pepper Dove Dec 2019
Let the feeling flow
come and go
right through me,
through me

Encapsulate,
recreate
this energy we're feeling

Frequencies
to the 10th degree
so drop the ego
and come vibe with me

Recharge your mind
let the light
intertwine,
Frankenstein the vibes through a stitch
penny-pinch the last of it

Hold on tight,
it's alright to feel alive,
just keep in mind...
life's not as real
as we think it is.
Pepper Dove Dec 2019
I feel alone in this storm,
this mess
this silent chaos,
unexpressed
not willing to swallow my pride
I hide
behind waves of smiles
waves of lies
pretending
to be afloat
as my vision splits
in half
of what I let you see
those gentle waves
that try to carry me
but underneath
I’m being pulled
by strong currents
dark and cold
trying to drown me
though,
I try to wait it out
waiting for the drought
but I can only tread for so long
Pepper Dove May 2018
Hop
      Skip
and  a
                         jump

my heart skips
to the rhythm of hop scotch

Tickles and giggles
as we roll around in the grass

then pause

to gaze into the wispy zoo of white
lost
in your sky blue eyes

Sweeping my thumb
across your bottom lip

coy dimples
you show

third eye
you kiss

Fleeting glances
into one another's soul

I surrender

letting my emotions go

Waves push me over
And swept me away
into your sea

I am bound up in this affection

this

Love

You want to give to me

Wrapped up in the warmth
of your arms

your kisses
are seldom few

It's a new day

a fresh peak into

the eyesome future

of you.
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