I wonder what you'd think,
If you saw me when I cry,
When I cry over the past,
The past you left to die.

I wonder how you'd feel,
If you witnessed my deepest thought,
My thought of why you left me,
Why you left me here to rot.

My heart is broken once again.
You keep leaving me,
leaving myself to slowly fall into despair.

Here I lay, in my bed,
Thinking if you will come back.
I wait and wait, but the result is nothing.

All I did was leave for two minutes.
I return,
But you leave for hours.

If this is how it is now,
When I leave for an hour,
Will you leave for eternity?

I cannot handle this hurt.
The abandonment by my own love,
Makes my chest throb in pain.

Should I trust you and give you a third chance,
Or should I free myself from the cruelty,
But mourn over my loss of you?