As I live
As I learn
Somethings will not change
My heart is attached to you
I can do alot of things
But can't undo my feelings
They have grown quite fond of you
I just hope you know
My heart belongs to you

© Jennifer Delong 5/9/2018

Seeing in the magic crystal
images stirring like cream in coffee
Not quite clear .. slowly working
as my mind goes blank my heart opens
talk to me show me what's ahead
You know I like to be well prepared
my eyes are ready to look
mother gyspy may I ?
She ready's and says open my dear
her voice crackles and falls silent
Breathing is all I now hear
Still not quite clear
not today not today my dear
if **** hits the fan
I am not prepared
With that she says your made of
witches ashes and odins strength
dare ye that try for they
will be the ashes for *******'s
ye build for thy next life
As she winks and pushes me
out thy door
not today not today

© Jennifer L DeLong 3/2018

No energy for my thoughts
Feeling so cold
Feel like I'm lost
You can't understand
Your not me

Lonely comes at a cost
My mind screaming
Desire and need
Someone to care

Can you say you been here
Where nothing feels like home
Where you can be empty
needing something anything
to make you feel whole
Just to feel like someone cares

Tired from feeling so cold
The pain soaked in to my soul
Wanna feel warm and whole

Depression takes it time
Driving my brain
straight into a wall

Unless you know
Unless you have felt
what I'm going thru
You wouldn't understand

Feeling so blue
Feeling without a clue
hoping to feel better soon
When I say I am lonely

I'm not asking
I'm begging for you
to care to listen
It's me making anyone someone
to listen to care
to help me from lying here
dying into darkness
© Jennifer Delong 4/2018

Magical passion fire rages can you feel me do you want it you know you do you want to reach in and pull that fire to your body lick it with your bare hands rub it all over your body fill it's hot wet soft caress have it lick you tenderly passionately within the passion there's a fire that rages yet there's a coldness that rages inside your eyes where did you go where have you been do you know me do I know you not anymore not anymore
© Jennifer Delong 4/2/2018

Journeys , I travel
The miles Ive walked
The thoughts that traveled
Many journeys
in my short life
I am not tired physically
Mentally a bit exhausted
Writing them down seems to help
So here , I sit to write a few more
Journeys my Journeys
writing the miles the many
hoping to relieve this over burdened
over worked mind
Looking for a bit of rest
ease this pressure just a some
Journeys I am writing
so here I sit
© Jennifer L DeLong 4/2018