during these nights, I realize how terribly lonely I truly am.
I'm just so easily replaceable, no one gives a ****.
It hurts so much to feel so worthless.
and I get so used to the point where I'm worn out and useless.
I guess that's the point in which everyone begins to leave.
They're doing this for the better, but it's not what I perceive.
And in these nights I just want to ******* cry.
Because I know no one would shed a tear if tonight I die.
I'm only needed for the benefits of these poor souls.
But where am I in this place besides a 6 foot hole?
All throughout my life, I have always felt I was alone. I struggle to find my place in this world.