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Jan 2021 eileen

nish

i cant afford the therapy i need
so i take another drag
of stolen cigarettes and lips
that have no business near
my sharp tongue.
last year felt like you and i
were the only 2 alive.
this year i wish i could die
on command

Jan 2021 eileen

Reasons

Jan 2021 eileen

Bipolar Hypocrite

Reasons

You've given me tons of reasons to leave,
But I still stay
Because those reasons weren't enough
To keep me away

Dec 2020 eileen

Untitled

Dec 2020 eileen

max

Untitled

Being alive sure was a hell of a lot easier when I didn’t wanna be

Now I have to worry about college and sh*t **** ✌️

Dec 2020 eileen

Trust

Dec 2020 eileen

Zhell

Trust

Why do people getting close to you then leave you?
Why do people like you then hate you?
Why do people encouraged you then discourage you?
Why do people love you then hurt you?

Why people like this?

Why? I don't get it.

I hate it.

#hatred #why #trust #classic

Dec 2020 eileen

Goodbye

Dec 2020 eileen

Ollie

Goodbye

Goodbye to the tears rolling down my cheeks
Goodbye to the bleeding through my sheets
Goodbye to fighting a battle I'll never win.
Goodbye to a world full of sin.
Goodbye to a hopeless night.
Goodbye...I lost my fight.

Yeah idk This just kind of came out of my brain. I hope you guys like it!

#sad

Dec 2020 eileen

I disappear when it gets cold

Dec 2020 eileen

Kellin

I disappear when it gets cold

My love was as cruel as the cities I lived in

Everyone looked worse in the light

#love #lost #loss #cruel #cities

Dec 2020 eileen

I'm Fine :)

Dec 2020 eileen

Påłpëbŕå

I'm Fine :)

My eyes

have dried

with the tears

I've cried.

And now

I'm hollow,

I've got nothing to give.

And now

I'm done,

I've got nothing to live.

I'm fine. Okay, if not completely at the moment, I will be, sometime later.
:)

#hashtag

Nov 2020 eileen

Unhappiness

Nov 2020 eileen

Jeckthunder

Unhappiness

The word unhappy sounds more depressing than the word sad.

#life #happiness #sadness

Nov 2020 eileen

amanda

Nov 2020 eileen

amanda

amanda
amand
aman
ama
am
i
allowed to admit
these letters
are losing meaning
everyday?

some days
i don't want to be me

some days i don't want
to be a person

Nov 2020 eileen

meeting you was the worst thing that happened to me.

Nov 2020 eileen

juno

meeting you was the worst thing that happened to me.

destroyed friendships,
destroyed life,

nothing was okay.

but maybe that’s what you wanted.

maybe us doing this was all part of your stupid game.

a stupid trap.

that we all fell into.

i’ll never forgive you.

i’m happier without you.