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I S A A C Jul 4
you switch like nintendo
the games you play are cruel
words imprint like a whip from a kendo
i was chasing the thing i should let go
peace is a breath away
i took myself serious today
I S A A C Jun 25
Every day that I choose drugs instead of myself
I feel myself become less me and more him.
i feel my mental possibilities begin to shrink
i can feel the weight of the thoughts i think
i am not him until i walk by a mirror quickly
the reflection is uncanny, i am my daddy
another **** will fix me
at the pub drinking pink whitney
my Mary Jane with me
repeat and screech
old dog i need to teach
new tricks, discover peace
I S A A C Jun 24
summer solstice
tea drinking
my mind is budding with all this thinking
of the future, of the past
but the present is all i have
i sink into the beauty like a swimming pool
i escape into the forest and find the moon
I S A A C May 29
wild white horses on the beach
i feel the freedom of the breeze
i can trust my divinity, its all in me

wild rose bushes aligning me
i smell the flowers of the free
i can love myself eternally, it’s all in me

knitting with all the potent possibilities
i weave and thread my dreams
i can allow myself to breathe, it’s all in me

sowing all of my plenty, pretty seeds
rabbits foot, lucky as can be
i can creating the means, it’s all in me
I S A A C May 23
4am tears, undergrad took 5 years
you left in exam season, the feast of my fears
i graduate in 2 weeks, crazy timing
you were mine once upon a winters timing
the blue flowers bloomed like Novalis
i am troubled and dramatic
where art thou romeo
where art thou pair
where art thou romeo
where art thou chèr
I S A A C May 22
seen you yesterday, my prays have been answered
i was so enamoured by your swagger and my heart fractures
i was so armoured by my triggers and my heart putters
it could be so sweet if only
it would be so perfect
i wish on comets in the sky
i follow the pulsing intuition inside
it could be so sweet if only
i would be so worth it
i wish on cranes in the sky
i pray to release my vermin
  May 20 I S A A C
Gabbro
Dear T,

If I can be honest,
Im lost without you,
Or maybe I'm just lost.
I was someone else
When we first started dating
And you were someone else too.
I loved changing alongside you.

If I can be honest,
It scared me at the end.
I didn't feel like myself
And I wasn't sure who I was,
Now I'm different, yet the same.
In college, its normal, to become something new
I loved creating something new with you

And if I can be honest,
I miss you with all my heart
It makes my chest swell with regret,
And my mind swirl in disappointment.
I want to be proud of who I am,
Of the things I do.
I loved being proud of you.

I don't know if I can be honest.
I lie to myself.
I try to be good and I try to be me,
But those **** philosophers
Make me believe,
I don't know what good is and I don't know who I am,
But honestly, if we're talking of honesty
Then truly I know only one truth.
Honestly, truthfully, T,

I love you.

Always,
C
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