I will love her
Forever.

There will never be a night
That I don't dream
In memories
Of her.

I love her so much
But she's leaving me soon
All my wishes are that she would stay.

And I kiss her so often
My lips are all chapped
But with each kiss
She's moving
Further
and further
Away.

Today has been far too negative for my taste.
Though I am a woman I am still as impressionable as a child
And the way that people speak
And choose their words
Can make
Or break
Me.

Shot down with a casual
Decline.
Not a thought as to how it would
Change me.

Turned off with a gesture of a brow
Not a care for how it could
Estrange me.

Think for a moment before you
Talk **** about that friend of ours
Because I'm not
******* STUPID.

Whether it be spoken now or later you're
Proving to me that you're nasty
And gastly
And  rude.
For ***** sake.
Be polite.

My colors change from
Yellow with the sun to grey or gray like the end
Of
The day.

Hello,
My name is
Gay.

I love
your feet because they take you to me
I love
your arms because they hold me
I love
your ears because you listen
I love
your cheeky toothy smile because it warms me
I love
your lips because you kiss me
I love
your eyes because you really see me
And I love
your heart because you love me

And now you want to talk to me.
To pick my mind
To bring to earth this hidden thing.
This secret you feel
You have a right to know.
This, that has always been
Within me.

You were unaware.
I was not.

This is not new.
This is new to you.

This is not a problem or surprise.
This is who I am.