You're pouring salt on my wounds,
What are you doing? This isn't you.
Take that blade out of your hands,
What are you doing? I'm so confused.
Yesterday you dreamt of a life,
A future in your sights.
But today your mind is screaming,
All you're wanting is to die.
Are you worthy of the sun's rays?
Can you stay alive long enough to find
Out if everything is okay?
This life is an ocean of pain,
I'm out in the open and this salt water covers my wounds like it's rain.
Its burning me alive,
But the feeling of this knife,
Mixed with some darkness & night,
Masked with rage and lies...
Is really what is killing me inside....
I wrote this in a bad place, I needed to release.
I don't plan on this being read much..
But its real and here now