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Marissa Kohlman Jul 2015
It's hard to believe
         That the entire world
Fits into a seven pound
         Fourteen ounce package.
Isn't it though?
K.R.A.  <3
Marissa Kohlman Jul 2015
Every night
I die in your arms
Again and again, together.

Every morning
I wake up in your arms
Feeling more alive than ever.
Who doesn't love a little word play?
Marissa Kohlman Jul 2015
As the first rays of morning sun snuck around the edges of the curtain and creeped into the corners of the bedroom, so did the demon she thought she had slain years ago.  

It slithered onto her chest and wrapped its grit covered claws around her throat, crushing her lungs with its weight.  Her arm tightened around her infant son and she focused on the soft rise and fall of his tiny chest.  When she opened her eyes again, the demon was gone.

Deep down in her heart, though, she knew that it was still hiding somewhere in the deep shadows of the room, just waiting for another moment of weakness to pounce.

Perhaps some demons can never be slain.
As someone who struggled with anxiety in my early twenties, and mostly conquered it, I've come to the realization that it never truly leaves.  In those early morning hours, when I'm somewhere between sleep and wake, it has the tendency to creep its way back in.
Marissa Kohlman Jul 2015
Short, quick bursts thrum through the night, punctuated by longer, deeper blasts that shiver all the way down to my toes. The steamy July air crackles with energy and excitement as anticipation of the grand finale hums through every nerve ending.  The blasts come closer and closer together, until at last a glorious explosion of shuddering brilliance illuminates all, leaving us shaking and filled with breathless wonder.

And then we decide to go watch the fireworks.
Happiness is finding someone to make fireworks with!
Marissa Kohlman Dec 2014
Sometimes
          the weight of the world
                    becomes more than I can bear….
And  I desperately reach  to grasp your hand
          Only to find that
                     it’s
                               not
                                         there.
To my loved ones who left this earth before me, I miss you every day.
Marissa Kohlman Oct 2014
When you smile at me I see the tips of your fangs peeking out from behind your lips
Your words drip from your mouth in gobs of venom
And coat the minds of those around you
Keeping them numb and compliant
              Until it is time to strike....

But I have seen your fangs
I have felt the cold sting of their bite
And I know that no matter how sweet those words
They are still poison.

You can’t fool me, little ssssnake
For when you flash those fangs at me
I’ll flash mine back
*And there is more than one kind of predator in this jungle.
Dedicated to all those snakes out there posing as "friends."
Marissa Kohlman Oct 2014
All day I watch the horrors of modern life come screaming in on four wheels with lights flashing
    “Code Blue, ER, Room 6!”
    “Code Blue, ER, Room 6!”
I drive home exhausted
Spacing out to familiar tunes as the wind blows my hair away from my face
Letting the emotional baggage of the work day slip out the window into the night air
    But still
That tenseness in the shoulders remains.

Then I walk in the door
And two pairs of eyes
    Both the same shade of rusty brown
And two smiles
One toothless
The other filled with perfect shining white teeth
    Both glowing with love
Greet me.

This is who I do it for.

I kiss one chubby little cheek
    I kiss one set of waiting lips
And my shoulders relax.
To my family: my remedy and my purpose, for you I will do anything.  Who needs wine when you have baby kisses?
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