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Ilyria Phelix May 2016
i fell back into the ocean
and the mermaids dragged me down
i fought them, struggling
trying not to drown
but the mermaids pulled me under
they taught me how to breathe
and now that i have caught my breath
there's no way i can leave
i don't think this will make sense to anyone else but it makes sense to me
Ilyria Phelix Apr 2016
when reality became dizzying
she escaped to wonderland
a figment of her own imagination
bliss fabricated by a fantasy

time passing endlessly
life moving on before her eyes
still, there she was
drifting away from reality
endlessly searching for an escape
this is ****, but so am i and this is about me so .... yeah
good riddance
Ilyria Phelix Mar 2016
I wear a mask to run this charade
To make it seem like I have not yet decayed
Under all my own thoughts and all my self-hatred
Under the harsh image that I have created

I make it seem like I don’t have a care
My true thoughts muted by this mask that I wear
It may seem like I have it all held together
But darling, let me tell you
I am a nightmare
Ilyria Phelix May 2016
And the walls started spinning
And her thoughts were wandering
Where did time go
What happened to sunlight, daisies and life aglow
Because now all she was left with was vertigo

A silence enveloped in pain
The girl who cried
She no longer felt the urge
Because all feeling was gone
And all feeling had died
And now all she was left with was silence
i wrote this in the spur of a moment
idk if it makes sense but
there's that

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