I am 15 years old-
-15-
The nightmare turning
To reality
How much longer can I do this,
Somethings wrong with me.
Alone in this world,
No can save me
I am not depressed,
Nor suffering greatly,
But I am 15,
With the world on my shoulders
Moods swings up and down,
Round and round,
Spun-
with no way out
Is anyone there?-
-Watching this world,
The horror the tragedies,
That could never be told
Shaking in my bed,
Uncontrollable tears,
I cannot think straight,
My mind full of fears
How can I do so much,
At the age of 15,
Pick out my life,
When its bearly begun
Supposed to be doing so much,
Yet I am unable to even get up,
Please let me escape from these exams,
Nearing closer and closer
They creep up on me,
But I’m only 15?
Wish to run away,
Into the jungle
With the birds and the trees,
Free from this torture.
This is not who I am meant to be-
Please I am only 15.
I cannot be the only one,
Who knows I don’t belong,
Away from the ugly bricks,
Crushing down on my soul
I wish to be free,
But I am only 15,
Trapped in this circus,
With only blinded screams
01/03/35
-JJ