O - Hello Poetry

Dec 2017

Intrépide

You

there’s a
thorn
stuck inside
my chest,
it throbs in pain
every ****
time when
someone says
your name

✧˚⁺✧༚⁎˚⁺˳✧

Dec 2017

A Love For Hatred

An Infinite Love Lost (10w)

I saw forever in your eyes. . .

Then you closed them.

Wrote this when I found out my husband was in love with another woman.

#love #sadness #death #10w

Dec 2017

Lost Soul

Lost

I'm crying for help but silence is what they see
Smiling but the wounds are too deep
Do you see the pain?
Everyone's shoulder... but where's his?
They say he's such a nice kid
Give him an Oscar he earned it
He's putting on a grade A performance
Playing the role but never playing himself
It's a cold world when you're in it by yourself

#love #lonely #lost #coldworld #chameleon

O Dec 2017

Desperation

Tired
Dragging
I just need sleep
                             Desperate
                    Longing
                      Slowly I creep
Twisting
Turning
                       Leaving me
You're gone
I'm lost
I hope I'm dreaming

Forever lost.

#desperate #dreaming #tired

O Dec 2017

Control

It's a drug I cannot quit,
A power I must obtain,
Its something I must take,
And never something I will give,
It consumes me,
It devours.
I cannot breath,
It will not let me free.
Do I fight or let it be?
Please, I promise it's not me.
Control,
I'm breaking,
Or maybe I'm just broken,
Is this why it chose me?
Because I'm so very weak?

I am constantly fighting an internal battle. I'm disliked by many, and others don't really know me. I hate myself for all that I am and sometimes, I really think I'm better off dead.

#control #power #loss #anger #afraid #helpless

O Dec 2017

Ruins

Ruins,
I am ruined,
I ruin you and me,
Ruins,
I'm in ruins,
Trusting only me,
Ruins,
I have ruined,
The glue in between,
Ruins,
Oh, I ruin,
Every path that crosses me.

I smoke when I am angry and when I'm sad. I smoke now in a parking lot, thinking of what we had.

#ruins #trust #lost #loss #alone #sad #angry

O Oct 2017

Promise, No Promises

I look forward to nothing,
Thanks to you.
You promised me the world,
Yet you never came through.

You are all talk and no action. I'm getting really tired of you.

#promises #lost #hurt