If i could be anything in the world i would want to be a tear drop..
born in your eyes
live on your cheek
and die on your lips...more than that i can not ask for.

when do i know
how much of myself
i should change
and how much of
someone else
i should leave behind

I  know how much you never wanted me
You don't know that I know
Or maybe you do and that's why you're so distant
As much as I want to I could never fix it
It hurts to think that you favor them more
That they're yours and pure, through marriage even more
I was a surprise, a mistake; unexpected
21 years later, a relationship formed and weary
Straining and wearing thin
Maybe I'll never know what it's like to be close
Maybe I'll never see what a healthy relationship is
You'll always be a hero to me
I'll always be your greatest sin