like the sea to the shore
embrace me

like waves to a surfer
dance with me

like tsunamis to the crust
crave for me

like rivers to waterfalls
save me

like typhoons to the wind
breathe me in

like a raindrop to the ocean
*come home

Everything was
Too much
Too soon

She was moved
even if his hands
never touched her

it's going to hurt
before it starts to heal

They say you cannot give what you do not have, I do not agree. I have given more than what I have - with more than I can ever give, even if I feel empty - to people who may or may not deserve it

Because in fixing other people's hearts, I fix mine; in changing other people's lives, I change mine.

Almost
is the saddest word

It's never enough
it's quite, but not entirely
nearly, but not exactly





almost does not make
quite a difference,
does it?

I loved the me I see in you
But time got the best of us
We stayed together
but lost each other

And to this day I still cling
to my favorite version of you
Hoping and wishing
It's still me you'll choose

One day I will win you back
like no other person could
One day I will heal you
from all the pain
and all your wounds
One day you will feel adored,
I will give you all I could
One day I will be right where I lost you, but this time,
*I wouldn't.

Why do we keep breaking
those who are already
broken?

I gave you everything
even the things that I didn't have

and now you're telling me
*I was not enough?

"I am more than my anxiety."

"I am more than my anxiety."

"I am always enough."

Say it louder for the monsters at the back of your mind.

You made me believe in wishes and shooting stars
For a time, they were my source of hope

But when you walked away
You took e v e r y t h i n g

My wishes turned to lies
And my good old shooting stars
became fragments of something *dead

I just want to mean
the same thing
as you mean to me

but I guess
I'm just a dead star
in your cosmos

while you are
the universe to me

I hope we are all
more than who we
thought we  are

I emptied myself
to complete you
And in return
You poured it all
to someone else

She saw your best
in all your worsts

my heart &
my mind
are in some place
where
my body
is **not

6,921 miles
separated by territories
but my soul sees no walls
my mind sees boundaries
my heart knows no seas

And like a flower
I keep losing parts of me
Is it the wind's fault
that it blows too hard?
Is it my fault
that I easily fall apart?
Is it the petal's fault
that it can't hold on?

And like a flower
I try to bloom

But like a flower
I always wither

All stars shine in darkness
But one star always stood out among the rest

Now, people call that star Day

*I hope it's shiny where you are
and I hope the light comes from you

She's the kind of girl who asks,
"What if it doesn't work?"

And he's the kind of guy who says,
"What if it does?"

Once there was a volcano
living inside me
I feel it everyday
It burns, it warms
Gives me purpose


I think I lost it
*Dormant (n.) - alive but dying

You are sunshine
I am rain
We go near
I will fade a w a y

only from afar
can we both exist

whatever we think we have
is destructive

they say opposites attract
but what they don't say is
damage seeks out damage

we both know this is temporary
we'll never gonna choose each other

we are asymptotes
staying close to each other;
would never gonna cross the line
or would we?

maybe we're perpendicular lines
we'd cross the line
once
but that's it
or is it?

maybe we're each other's point b
each other's end point
but i doubt that

I think I know what we are
We are black splats
or stains hiding
in each other's blind spots

we see each other
when we want to

hide each other
when we want to

and I am tired
of being your temporary cure
because healing you
is like alcohol
it kills me but gets me addicted
makes me miserable yet happy
healing you is like being offered
space cakes
no matter how hard i try
to convince everyone it's harmless, it destroys
it builds me up
then lets me down
makes me feel everything then nothing at all

i don't know how it happened
all of a sudden then all at once

we both know this won't last
please erase me
wash the stain
open both your eyes
let go

whatever we think we have
let it die

---

let This die
but dont forget

we'll stay close
enough to keep each other warm
but not too much to let each other burn

‘Til death do you part
And yet even after that

She waits for you to come home every night

I am losing myself
just like how I lost everyone else

Slowly, painful, little by little
then all at once

Humans are angels
who were prohibited to leave

They are angels
who fell toward the earth
only to keep on falling
toward someone else

They are angels
who were tasked to stay
maybe for a purpose
or for a role
or sometimes
only for a while

But be cautious
because as soon as they get attached to someone;
their wings start to grow

before you even blink
they've already flown

That face
Your face
I know
I'll be looking
for it everywhere I go
even if my mind forgets
I know my heart won't